"I'm glad you got away, but I'm still stuck out here"

[_emmo]

I wish I wasn't alone.
I wish you were still here with me.
I wish I knew how to make my life normal.
Especially without you here.

You cared more than anyone else.
At least that's how it fealt.
I wish you hadn't left.
I wish it were me instead of you.

Only because I miss you,
Not because you should feel this pain.

I miss your voice.
I miss your touch.
I miss your hugs.
I miss your compassion.

You taught me how to hug more.
You taught me how to care more.
You taught me how to be who I am.
And I'm so grateful, that you taught me to care so much,
But, I wish you hadn't left me.

I just wish I could be with you.
But, all I can do is hope I see you one day...
One dark day,
When everything has faded.