don't you hate it when it turns out you're the asshole?

...I'm the asshole in this case and I just lost the most important thing to ever happen to me.

Well, I forgot I had one of these things, I'm suprised it wasn't deleted when Jim decided to whipe out my entire computer because that's what boyfriends of two years do. So, I'm about half way through soph. year at Manhattanville already. Commuting sucks, def shouldn't have moved home last semister. I played field hockey and lacrosse last year, ( Read more... )

well, I didn't think anyone really used livejournal anymore; guess I was wrong. Here's a breif update on my life. I finished first semister at Manhattanville, played field hockey. It was alright. Now second semister I'm commuting, and playing Lacrosse, which is sick btw. I've never played in my life and I'm on a college team, go figure. I'm hoping ( Read more... )

i'm 18 now.
i'm out of high school.
i'm going to m-ville in the fall.
i'm a lifeguard.
i'm single for the first time in almost a year & as much as i should be happy, im not.
i try to keep everyone happy and i learn it's not worth it.

ive decided im not going to ball and im not having my 18th birthday party, this way everyone will forget again.

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got into URI

i got into manhattenville, yay.

i've officially lost all respect for mr. michalak.

suck my dick bitch

so someone literally came out of nowhere just now and followed me home. and when i proceeded to run to my door after what i thought was the car leaving, i said to myself they guy definately followed me home, and someone answered me "yes, i did." and i nearly shit my pants and cryed. and all my boyfriend said was, go to sleep lauren. i'm not ( Read more... )