So long time since I've been here. I don't know if this will be a permanent thing but I guess no one probably reads these things anyways. Since the last time I was here a lot has happened. I'm going to school... for a long time. Which will be rad. I'm pretty stoked about that. Finally figured out what makes me happy in that whole department. For a ( Read more... )

This thing still exists? I'm posting an entry b/c I am at work and have nothing better to do with my lunch hour. Saturday at Bernal Hill we are launching rockets. Noonish time. Be there or else!

Sometimes being someone else can be fun. Pretending your good at something your not, telling people of all the things you don't have but pretend you do, or just making up a completely mystical character that you would love to be and being it... Haha I don't know what I'm talking about anymore... I met a relative that is sponsored by Independent and ( Read more... )

Or the one time that I came down at 12 at night and you and Tim met up with me at the BART station an we went into the Safeway by the station. We ran around the store for a bit and decided to get chips and salsa. After that we walked to some park, I'm pretty sure it was the same park with the baseball fields, and you, Tim, and I sat around ( Read more... )

School makes me have really bad anxiety. Reallllly bad. But whatever. It doesn't matter, I got 6 hours in today so I only have to go for 2 on Sat. I'M SO SMART! Yayayayayaya! Love Songs tonight! AWESOME!!! And the A's game but I don't think any of my friends want to go but me. Damn! Oh well, I'll get drunk and go myself! Hell yah! I need to ( Read more... )

Every time I talk to him, I feel like stabing my eyes out with a pencil to try to get rid of the pain I feel. There is nothing but air there and even that is minimal. I cant spell... but I know how it feels and that's all that matters. I miss (fill in the blank) so much. More than anything. I still cry every fucking night. I still care, and why? I ( Read more... )

Friday: going to Oakland with Merisa and her sister. To some thrash fest... gonna see Rachel. All is well.
Saturday: working... doing some lil' chicks hairs... and stuff... val's day... Brian and a movie. Yay!
that's all for now... as we speak. I met a cool Russian lady. She was awesome. Ok well I'm outie.

I tell you I need to talk to you to let out my feelings... you don't listen. So I let it go, "it's no big deal". But it is. So I try again. You say "I can't talk about this right now". Well then when? Every moment of the day "isn't a good time" for you. So fuck it I give up. You say hello " I promise I'll call you". I knew you wouldn't. You never ( Read more... )

Yay! I'm so happy. It looks soooo freakin' good. I'm going to take pics tomorrow. Ya'll can check me out on friendster since I don't know how to put pics on this site. :) hehe. Merisa is the bomb. she did my hair and it took 2 fucking days. But it was all gravy. Yah... I'm tired. Night.

"Under the apple tree I roused you ( Read more... )