so much going on, so much not going anywhere.

when i get bored, i use photoshop for the first time.

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last night was, hands down, the best night of my life. i will be around cars the rest of my life, they are my passion.

awd dounts own me.

conversation could help my situation, but instead i sit, alone, wondering which choices were actually mistakes.

ive come to the conclusion that i miss school. not school as a place, but as an education. i want to be learning about the things i love, getting a head start into the business. saving for a useful education will begin shortly, after my car is reliable and everything that is currently broken is fixed. big, elaborate, expensive plans will be put ( Read more... )

fresh start. go.

i really need to get out of charlottesville. jeff has always spoken highly of newport news, and i know there is a large car scene down there. a possibility? the job at walkers fell through, it turns out all they need is a state inspector, which i am not. another reason to leave... i dont see anything happening for me in charlottesville. all ( Read more... )

i thought i had left all my bullshit past when highschool ended, but it seems i was wrong. i wish the mistakes i made, and the experiences i gained could have never happened. everything ive done in the past is back to haunt me, back to ruin everything ive worked so hard to get. life would be much easier if i had no reputation ( Read more... )

I'm done with the whole big buisness, no individuality bullshit. That's all Jiffy Lube is, how to make a buck, and treat it's employees like shit. I've been fucked on, I believe, every paycheck I've ever recieved from that company, and they're never quick to correct the problem. Bah, I'm rambling, but I'm pissed. I think I'll go back to small ( Read more... )

so a new lj, just to amuse myself, we'll see how this progresses. i've needed something new and enjoyable in my life lately, and a small bit of writing could be just the thing, but not tonight. i'm currently in more of a deep thought mood, not really up for divulging it to the world. so for now, only a stream of consciousness ( Read more... )