this morning i started the patch.

4 hours later i was having a nervous breakdown in macy*s stock room.

ten minutes later my friend pulled the patch off me and handed me a cig...

grrr i wish i never started smoking.

dating is fun

( PIG! )

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my mom stopped breathing in her sleep last night.
for a good 20 minutes she was fighting for air.
i don't know what we would have done if something happened to her.

tomorrow my parents will be married for 25 years.

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he wrote me a song.
it's beautiful.
i'd love for you all to hear it.
the song is called, PHOTO.
( go here )

i am sooooo freakin excited!!!

for christmas i don't care all i want is this...


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i've been through so much these past couple years. i beat crystal meth. i beat cocaine. i beat everything i was once addicted to. why is it so hard for me to quit smoking?... i don't know. my heart was broken in pieces... why? i don't know anymore. it's back together and beating stronger than it ever has. i feel it... and it's ready to burst ( Read more... )

i always eat more food than my tummy can handle

aaaaw i love thanksgiving.

at work last night someone decided to go in my purse and steal 180$ from my wallet.
FUCKERS!