I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment... I'm in this downward spiral... and can't seem to get out of it! Soccer is going crap because I can't seem to score. Everyone says that's ok... it'll come... but I don't think that it will. My confidence in everything is diminishing by the day... not only soccer and I really don't knwow hat to do ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going into this deep pit of dispare... I cannot explain and I cannot begin to understand it. I feel like I'm all alone... and have no one to talk to. I did something on the weekend that I haven't done in years and it has left me SO confused it's not even funny... I thought that I knew who I was but apparently not... I thought that I ( Read more... )

Ok... so right now I am wishing SO badly that I was going to LA tomorrow with Penny... but alas because of the old Europe trip in July/August I can't because I can't afford it! I wish that I was in a job where I was actually paid what I'm worth... it sucks beyond anything. I feel such a longing and it hurts ( Read more... )

Why hello people who might still read this!! How are you all? I'm doing ok... just riding with life! Wishing that I had a million dollars so that I could go to Con next week, quit my job and just travel for a little while ( Read more... )

Yep... both my soccer and netball team won the grand finals!! SO exciting!! So for soccer we're the premiers, and for Netball we're the minor premiers AND premiers!! How good is that?!?! SO exciting!!

OMG... I just got tickets to see Britney! I'm not going to lie to you... I'm pretty excited!! I got to see P!nk the other week as well, and all I can say about her is that she is one of the most gifted, talented performers I have EVER seen. She has SO much energy on the stage and you can tell that you loves doing what she's doing! I just hope that ( Read more... )

Exhaustion is a weird thing... just sort of sets upon you!! Today I feel utterly exhausted! Tired and drained both physically and emotionally! Emotioanlly drained mainly through my tiredness though... DOes that make sense?! I think that I'm doing too much. Trying to train 4 times a week for soccer and netball isn't great! And playing both soccer ( Read more... )

Ok... who the hell has got my password?!?! Someone has got my password somehow and changed my Icon to 'Ah gravity. Thou art a hartless bitch'. Who the hell did that... just so that you know I've changed my password and goodluck to cracking that one! Gods I am pissed off about this. Does anyone know how I get my user icon back? Because that took me ( Read more... )

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Is it too much to ask for a message when you're going out?!?! Seriously?! Isn't it just common curtousey (which I can't spell and am way too tired to spell!)?!?! I'm just wondering...

Too tired for this crap! Just want to cry and can't... just want to sleep and can't...