umm...everythings been goin awesome lately. love the band. love the friends. lol. umm... no parties over the weekend this time lol ( Read more... )

omg so i havent really been able to update on my weekend. so here it goes ( Read more... )

long day. i didnt go to school though!!! woo hoo. lol. that felt good. i got to sleep in. havent done that in awhile. umm,.... halloween horror nights in umm....a day and 1/2. lol. fuck yea. yea... the bands all good now. im happy about that. music is back to kickin ass. lol. =) joe and zoey r back together so im happy for that kid. i ( Read more... )

today seriously has to be one of the worst days of my life. everything just kind of fell apart. sometimes i just wish i werent here. the only good thing that happened today was i got to talk to my dad on my break for like 30 min. we talked about alot. i dunno he made me feel so good about alot of things. like how stressful my life has been ( Read more... )

i dun wanna go. lol. ugh. i hope something happens tonight. i need to get out. 1st saturday where i dont close. i get out at 6. so i need to do something tonight. anything. ill prostitue myself if i have to... i just need to go out tonight. anyone...please help me out here. lol ( Read more... )

i dunno man..this weeks been so fucking awesome. like everything about this week has been just so amazing. like one of the best weeks of my life. 1st.... lets just say that this lil boy right here....was on the front page of the newspaper this week rockin out on stage. woo!!!! i was so fuckin happy. like, ive never been in a newspaper ( Read more... )

i can finally breathe....lol. its funny how someone can just be so fuckin physcho. and their family. and its funny how they can always make themselves out to look like the victim...when they arent. but hey....the truth always comes out. and yes...there is always 2 sides to the story, the " victimizer"...lol, and the "victim"...awwww.lol. now ( Read more... )

wat a night. hehe. long day. the band made it better though. lets just say im single again.. and im glad. i think that its better this way. just some things dont always work out. no matter how hard u try. hey...wat else can u do. and for all the crazy moms out there....people break up everyday....get over ur fuckin self..lol. thats it ( Read more... )

i need a vacation. ive been stressing about so much lately and i cant even like think straight anymore. i have so many mixed emotions and feelings like i dont even kno wat i want anymore. past and present just clash with each other so much. it hurts so fuckin much. im so scared im just gonna make the biggest fuckin mistake of my life. and i ( Read more... )

ok so i just got back from battle of the bands. it was fuckin awesome. i seriously had so much fuckin fun. no we didnt win....=/ lol. but i really could care less. i went fuckin off. =) seriously like one of the happiest days of my life. and then it went "all down hill from here". lol. i got into a huge fight with britt. and then my phone ( Read more... )