finally!!!!
i can finally breathe....lol. its funny how someone can just be so fuckin physcho. and their family. and its funny how they can always make themselves out to look like the victim...when they arent. but hey....the truth always comes out. and yes...there is always 2 sides to the story, the " victimizer"...lol, and the "victim"...awwww.lol. now....i always thought...people break up everyday...but in certain peoples families..they dont. no matter how much u hate the person...u stay with them. now how the fuck does that work?....hmmm...it doesnt...::gasps::...omg.lol. well w/e. anyway.... i dont have to worry about getting bitched at because i didnt call for 3 hours, (and im the one thats needy) i dont have to worry about feeling bad when i talk to my best friend, i dont have to worry about helping friends when they r in need because no one will be there to get upset with me and say " ur hurting me"..boo fuckin hoo. and that makes me selfish.....wow...i never thought of it that way. lol. lets see....i dont have to worry about hanging out with the band anymore when i have a chance to hang out with her....because like i said....noone to get upset with me anymore. =). i dont have to worry about people giving me dirty looks when they dont know half of wat goes on...only wat their friends tell them. thats always a good one. w/e . im fuckin through with that bullshit.. and yes.....it was bullshit.
oh and to ben, christina, and jenna..... u guys seriously r so fuckin awesome. if u hate me...hey thats fine.. i can totally understand that. but i wish u didnt if u do. i just wanna thank u guys for being here for me too....instead of seeing just britts side....u were able to listen to me too. and i love u guys for that. and thanks ben for calling me last night to make sure everything was ok. that seriously was fuckin cool bro. thanks man.
i got to talk to my best friend yesterday for 5 hours on the phone!!! =) im so fucking happy right now. lol. lolo i missed u so fucking much. i love u so fucking much. u were always here for me....but i never realized it. im sry that i stopped talkin to u for so long. thats never gonna happen again. im never gonna let some girl tell me i cant talk to u anymore....because when i tried, it just hurt like hell. ur a huge part of my life. and its always been that way. ur my best friend. and i love u so much. <3
oh and to ben, christina, and jenna..... u guys seriously r so fuckin awesome. if u hate me...hey thats fine.. i can totally understand that. but i wish u didnt if u do. i just wanna thank u guys for being here for me too....instead of seeing just britts side....u were able to listen to me too. and i love u guys for that. and thanks ben for calling me last night to make sure everything was ok. that seriously was fuckin cool bro. thanks man.
i got to talk to my best friend yesterday for 5 hours on the phone!!! =) im so fucking happy right now. lol. lolo i missed u so fucking much. i love u so fucking much. u were always here for me....but i never realized it. im sry that i stopped talkin to u for so long. thats never gonna happen again. im never gonna let some girl tell me i cant talk to u anymore....because when i tried, it just hurt like hell. ur a huge part of my life. and its always been that way. ur my best friend. and i love u so much. <3