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[_bloodorange]

I forgot about my final in Afrikaans tomorrow and haven't studied once for it, and I've only written three pages of the fifteen I have due on Friday.  But I'm having an existential crisis (yes, that's number 3 since being here), who can possibly be expected to do school work during an existential crisis?  Write page after page of convoluted pseudo-

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[mathmagicland]

i'm sorry i didn't reply on aim cause i was asleep cause my sleeping hours are weird because i seem to have insomnia again. i do want to hear all about your crisis. if you tell me, maybe i'll even let you in on one of the most embarrassing things that's ever happened to me (recently).

[mathmagicland]

p.s. i bought there will be blood and no country for old men. we should watch them both in a row and form a suicide pact.

[_bloodorange]

Write, check.
Smile, check.
Smoke in the dark listening to Sufjan Stevens, almost check. Smoke in the dark listening to I don't remember because I was so drunk and fucked out of my mind.
Cry, oh definitely check.

I'm on the up and up. And hey, I kind of enjoy my existential crises. If I'm not in the middle of one, I get the sense that I'm stagnating in my thinking and have become too complacent...which of course immediately throws me back into crisis. A perpetual cycle of self questioning. Oh shit.