I'm killing myself tonight.

Name: Lis ( Read more... )

I updated my gallery of blood. (See link in below post)

How do you know when you need stitches???

Just some scras and cuts.

http://photobucket.com/albums/d51/RottingVelvet/

sn: RottingVelvet
password: cutz

i cut a little while ago........it's been so long.......

when my girlfriend found out she was a little less than supportive or helpful......

"if you cut i cut deeper" ...that's what she said to me...

isn't she supposed to love me and help me through this bullshit?

i stood in the shower...with the water a little hotter than i could stand...it made my skin red...and i just stood there...until the water was freezing...and then i cried until i made my self sick...and i just sat there...on the side of the tub...with a razorblade in my hand...i just sat there and looked at it...

Hi, My name is Puce, I'm 14 and started cutting at 12. At 1st I used a pencil eraser to make something like a burn and then went on to using the razors in pencil sharpeners (I'm an art student so I can get them for free). I cut alot, almost every week, sometimes to take care of my feelings, sometimes just to feel and make sure I can still bleed. ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I last cut, but things keep piling up and I don't know how much longer I can go. It feels like it HURTS not to hurt myself.
My friends couldn't possibly understand.
Everyone says, "I used to be depressed" or "I deal with depression"
but they have no clue what it feels like to try dealing with that by dragging a razor ( Read more... )

I'M SO FUCKING MAD
I'M SO FUCKING SICK
I'M SO FUCKING LONELY
I'M SO FUCKING STUPID
I'M SO FUCKING UGLY
I'M SO FUCKING FAT
I'M SO FUCKING SAD
I'M SO FUCKING LAZY
I'M SO FUCKING DEPRESSED
I'M SO FUCKING WEIRD
I'M SO FUCKING OBSESSED
I'M SO FUCKING TIRED
and I don't know why.............