I'm afraid, and if I keep deleting my true fears, will they go away?

That's all I really want to know.

I'm gonna cry baby, but just this one last time.

Smile for what you have is gone far beyond.

Today I took college to be something else then what I orginally believed it to be.

No one reads this, and I don't even use it anymore, it's kind of like a past I don't want anymore. Some I want, but I think I'll just forget for now.

I can't believe it. I'm in college. It's really lonely here without Michael. I can't really sleep. I'm tired, but no sleep shall come. Maybe I should actually crawl into bed. Sadly when I move my bed, I'm probably going to be on the bed all the time.

I love you Michael Fillmore, you're my everything.

I will never let anything ever come between

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I had surgery. Bruises, feels bad. That's about all I can say.

I'm legal in all fifty states now. Yeah, okay. That's all I have to say. And that I never go to school anymore. They should have a Kelsey came to school alarm, but ahhh...Ashley needs one to, as her attendance record is not great either. Yet who cares, it's Senior Year. I need to go. Bye.

I feel so dead. Too much school. It's an overload of death. I feel like death.

I think I should sleepy, or maybe more homework. I don't think I've actually touched more than a few pages of it tonight.

It's offical LA 12 stinks. Pretty much. And it's boring.

30 days till my birthday. I'm effin' excited.