well it's been one hell of a night! first of all i met up with okupixxxie at burger king as usual.. like every sat! we got a couple of beers {sandra, roger okupx and i} and popped in a tramal pill each; provided by okupx/tramal industries/grandma. anyways... i had to be home by 8 cz my parents were going out... so i made a deal with okupx that she ( Read more... )

*argh* i can't belive that whore nadine won the miss lebanon pageant! i got so ticked off! her personality sux! i was so rooting for lamitta that gorgeous goddess! *argh* anyways nadine probably sucked a couple of dix or slept around a bit to win the crown because she seriously didn't desrve it.. we saw all the meassges from all the fans.. they all ( Read more... )

i don't mean to sound like those steriotypical depressed whoevers but hy! "i wish i were dead!" sandra once wrote this on one of my copybooks "if i were to die, would my family and freinds actualy cry? maybe i should commit suicide to see what they really feel inside." i am a victim of a severe mopey mood. i guess most of the people at my funeral ( Read more... )

mother called me a "feelingless whore" again ( Read more... )

Lately, I have notice that I have been acting very different. I don’t know how to describe this exactly, but I’ve been feeling that “my other half” is controlling me and taking over me. I feel like I’m split in half; one part is the regular me and the other is the one causing all the trouble and disrupting my regular, peaceful lifestyle ( Read more... )

Do you seek the road to Fairyland ( Read more... )

>boulimiai just came back home from school... and i'm feeling pretty wierd maybe it's because i havn't eaten anything all day long.. i'm starving yet i don't want to barf and puke everything out. i disgust my friends and myself sometimes..this has becaome very annoying ( Read more... )

And we faeries...{poem}
And we faeries, that do run
By the triple Hecate's team
From the presence of the sun
Following darkness like a dream
Now are frolic.
Not a mouse
Shall disturb this Hallowed house..
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stolen from some one unknown.

~sick and dreaming ( Read more... )

Irish Fairy Tales {quote ( Read more... )