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Does LJ still work?
Helllo? -
Disconnected
I think I cannot connect to people like I used to anymore.
iPhone does not = more connectivity. -
This is for you. I hope it works.
I'm angry.
I'm angry that I hinge my self-worth on other people. I thought I stopped doing so when I realise determining my self-worth based on a mother's ultra-critical stance wasn't doing me any good; but somehow, I let myself believe the things you've said -- that at first I was no more pretty than the next plain jane, and later as you back- ( Read more... ) -
Standing ground
I refuse to believe that there is no love, just lust.
I refuse to believe that one's impact on the lives of people you love is fleeting and easily replaceable.
But... 社会沦陷。
所以，我这条线，只能画给我自己。
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Thankful for the people who care
After this massive cough subsides, I vow to:
1) Sleep more
2) Sleep earlier
3) Meet my friends more
4) Play the piano again
5) Stop thinking I can do it all.
Also since it seems like not many are still reading this, I can do the TMI and say: Having an iPhone makes the toilet trips more entertaining!
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The online presence
I wish you didn't live your life so blatantly online for the world to see because I hate that you never even bothered to try that with me in private, let alone in public, and that I stupidly waited two years for anything of the sort to happen.
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Colour your life
Since its been eons since my last entry -- I should explain -- I am now working mostly as a Colourist, i.e. it is my job to "photoshop" footages into looking good, or of a certain style, or if your camera guy really fucks it up -- make the footage all match up and not too dark/bright.
My top #10 requests so far from clients:
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Should I write again?
I have spent too little time expressing my thoughts through writing that blogging seems foreign to me... but I do miss the respite it provides from the daily toil of work, of love, of life.
But where do I start?
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Because I want to keep a record of how many else there are in your life
And because I don't want to repeat these words too many times.
I hate you for opening the door about Jamie with:
"She is as beautiful as Gong Li and Kiera Knightly combined."
and following up this with a:
"She's the kind of beauty that is nice to look at, the model kind of pretty, you are just normal."
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Because I'm flat broke...
I decided that instead of buying anything new, I'd simply tailor clothes I don't wear because they're the wrong size / ugly etc... and this includes a pair of jeans from Pull & Bear, who makes denim for 10-feet tall girls ( Read more... )