lonely pisses me off. its makes me think that maybe im not good enuf. think about it, if i cant hang out with me for a while, why would other ppl want to? i sit at home, considering beating hunger by actually eating something every 12 hrs or so, beating tiredness by not getting up at 4.40, not staying up till some reasonable hour. or even have fun ( Read more... )

im here cos i wanna member my dream. and its gettign annoying with stargate coolness goin on in the background ( Read more... )

ive worked out thats theres three ways to play this whole lj deal ( Read more... )

here i am, alone, by myself, and without anyone (brad and muffin dont count)[mainly cos muffin ignores me unless im patting her, and brad talks to me while hes downloading ( Read more... )

here i am...wasting (sorta) my time ( Read more... )

well, just had last game for the season. great game. almost sensational. and just short cos we lost 0-1. it was pretty funny, in the first half, i hammered this guy in the box, absolutely took him out, didnt even touch the ball, then the guy had such a go about it that the ref gave him a yellow card. lol, and the other forward, who also seemed to ( Read more... )

OMG!! tara is soo hot! its insane. its the whole reason i go to wed night soccer training! great looking, tick. awesome smile, tick. competitive spirit, tick. great flirter, tick. has boyfriend, tick ( Read more... )

you know what i love? losing. absolutely the best possible thing i can think of. guess what. we got the wooden spoon today. its official. im a piece of shit. it wouldve bin worse if i was there when the other team actually handed us the spoon. i wouldve punched the stupid f**k. you know what i hate? being so proud that i cant bend knee. and even ( Read more... )

great title to start a happy entry you say?:) yeah, i thort so too ( Read more... )

yeah, i know, long time no post, but i really havent had the time for my cynical depressive thoughts lately, cos im damn busy and also cos they tend to overwhelm when i give them happy hour every night ( Read more... )