Chattering room ( Read more... )

You're so unfamiliar right now... and kind of intimidating, slightly cold and distant. You are all I have to come home to, besides my lovely Darwin. I said hello to you, hesitantly and awkwardly while saying bye to my oh-so-familiar & comfortable 3rd floor filthy apartment. Goodbyes are never easy, especially goodbyes to 2 and a half years. Leaving ( Read more... )

Stay in Michigan on my own where I have a job and some new friends or move back to Madison where I have all of my friends and family that I love with all of my heart - and no job.

ugh

I feel absolutely and utterly...lost, scared and unsure about...everything.

"When I was a girl, my life was music that was always getting louder ( Read more... )

So I call my grandma, which is long overdue, only to find out that both my dad and my grandpa have cancer. Dad has prostate cancer and grandpa has cancer in his stomach. When was someone going to let me know? Apparently my grandpa only has a few more months and Dad only has a few cancerous cells of which shouldn't effect him too much and should ( Read more... )

give me just one sign

Where has my life gone? Where did I go? I look back at old pictures of me and it makes me sad, i wish I still knew her.


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I am burning out I swear. I'm getting to the point where I just don't care anymore. Graphic design and marketing isn't fun when its not valued.

I just wanna leave.