So I decided that I don't really need my phone.
Instead of paying my million dollar phone bill,
I'll just buy presents instead. :)
It feels good buying gifts.

I got another job, at sautee.
I start on Sunday.
Mo money Mo money. :)

Dear Santa,
I think I have been a very good girl this year.

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Santa's coming ( Read more... )

I woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep ( Read more... )

Going on five days of no drinking ( Read more... )

I entered the well lit house, anxious and excited to see her ( Read more... )

I feel like I have been a horrible friend lately ( Read more... )

Over summer I really thought I found me and I was so focused on my goals and I had so much ambition. From then to now my head is so cloudy and I have lost sight of all those things. I'm ready to find me again and learn more about myself, and who I really am. It can be fun and so interesting, meeting new people doing crazy things. I'm ready to feel ( Read more... )

It was like I was blind for so long.
You looked for an exit and smoking flashed a big red sign above my head.
Trust is something Ill never be able to have.
Love is something I don't want to feel.
Honesty is something I will always carry.
Happiness will find me.

My mind wanders and my head floats to the celling. I look down at all the brightly colored faces staring back at me. I give a drunken smile to asure them I'm okay. My eyes shift left to right examining each person in the small room ( Read more... )