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I like peppery potatoes.
I had a dream for the first time since I went crazy.
The cows talked and they were my friends.
people tried to make me kill them.
they killed my friends in front of me.
thanks for showing me that peta video last night Erica :)
I won't be eating meat for a very long time.

I stood in front of my mirror, scissors at hand.
I stopped to think about what I was actually doing,
"do it! do it!" my words of encouragement.
"you just paid for your haircut and now you're going to chop it all off!?" the opposing side.
I went for my gut instinct
hacked it all away
I am free.

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Work is consuming most of my time ( Read more... )

I woke up to my empty apartment, alone again. I made a whole list of things I needed to get done on my only day off: Clean room, laundry, paint, read, nails, etc. I ended up back in my bed hiding under the covers for three hours. I can't shake off this lame depressing mood I have been in. It sucks I know I'm going to be okay, but as for right now ( Read more... )

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Thank you to those of you who:

held my hair back
refilled my water
threw up on fernando
gave me covers
wiped the puke off my face
did not rub my back!
carried me
drove me home

I have been sick all day today
back to work tomorrow
I no longer have a heart
don't start sautee untill the 7th
i need a new ipod

happy freakin new year everyone

Life is funny


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