Oh, here's something exciting: Yesterday, I played TENNIS. Yes I, Stephanie Monasky, attempted a sport other than volleyball of running ;-). Needless to say, I suck but I had a blast anyways. Then later on I watched Texas chain saw massacre with a group of people. Pointless movie, I was too scared for it to be any good. Scary movies never seem to ( Read more... )

I wanna sip you like a lemonade
on a blistering summer day
all sweet and blissful
I wanna taste your bitterness
like a child sipping red wine
cause it'll make you more beautiful
I wanna scratch more than the surface
let's go over our heads
let's gasp for air

...I love that poem so much, just something about it.

Recently my emotions are at an all time high...

In the best way possible ;-)

however...

this weekend= a mess. I need one more day in it. Then I wouldn't have to upset anyone. Poop. Time hates me.

Just got home from work.

I feel so much distance between us. It upsets me, but what did I think would happen? I'm just trying to concentrate on the good and not feel guilty.

Tonight should be fun...

guess what? It's 11:11 (am) and I'm home from school. I must admit it feels amazing even though I feel like shit. Then again my good mood is hard to break recently.

I wish there was a better word than happy.

I don't know what to say. This is for good. The finalty is sinking in, and it's hard...but it didn't work out, and that happened for a reason ( Read more... )

Yeah, once again things have changed. For the better? I hope so ( Read more... )

never wake me up. I think matt realized that last night. He woke me up and i just yelled at him so bad on the phone and hung up hardcore. oops.

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So what's new in my life?

I don't know...too busy as usual. I'm bad at these lj cut things, but i'm bored so here's some pictures... Warning I look absolutely retarted in most of these.

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My head hurts from convincing myself that this is actually happening.

Why do such horrible things happen to amazing people? I don't think I'll ever understand that. They say God works in mysterious ways, well It's time like these I doubt my faith. You don't deserve any of this and the least bit.

To the Sewell's, Miller's, and Morin's....my heart ( Read more... )