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never wake me up. I think matt realized that last night. He woke me up and i just yelled at him so bad on the phone and hung up hardcore. oops.
So what's going through my head? I don't know. Been at this point too many times before. You want the truth, i told you. It's not there anymore. I'm praying that we can get through this and I can feel like i used to. But i'm just scared it won't happen...i'm scared that all of these breakups have created more an more distance. I'm scared I'm just holding on to something that died a while ago. It's one thing to try to keep this going, but we've tried so many times....i'm so confused. You are honestly the biggest part of me...i would be lost without you, but right now i'm not exactly found either :(
Those pics of me below are just disgusting. Well today. It's the funeral. I went to calling hours yesterday...i just felt so bad for the familiy. I feel stupid thinking my life sucks in the least.
Rrrr...it's snowing. Anyone else praying for warm weather? Florida in April!!! Warmness...and laziness, and getting drunk on cherry coke and literally crawling back to our towels out on the beach in the warm sun and just falling back asleep. No troubles...no nothing. Just peace. It's wonderful.
So what's going through my head? I don't know. Been at this point too many times before. You want the truth, i told you. It's not there anymore. I'm praying that we can get through this and I can feel like i used to. But i'm just scared it won't happen...i'm scared that all of these breakups have created more an more distance. I'm scared I'm just holding on to something that died a while ago. It's one thing to try to keep this going, but we've tried so many times....i'm so confused. You are honestly the biggest part of me...i would be lost without you, but right now i'm not exactly found either :(
Those pics of me below are just disgusting. Well today. It's the funeral. I went to calling hours yesterday...i just felt so bad for the familiy. I feel stupid thinking my life sucks in the least.
Rrrr...it's snowing. Anyone else praying for warm weather? Florida in April!!! Warmness...and laziness, and getting drunk on cherry coke and literally crawling back to our towels out on the beach in the warm sun and just falling back asleep. No troubles...no nothing. Just peace. It's wonderful.