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Apr 04, 2005 18:45

Title:Do I Love You?
Pairing:Vam
Rating: NC-17 in later chapters
Summary: Jenn wants to get married and Bam is falling for Ville more and more.

~Bam's POV~
After Ville got out of the shower and dressed we immediately left.
As soon as we got to the bar I ordered two shots of Vodka, killed them and then ordered two more.
"Bam! Slow down! Somethings going on, you never drink Vodka unless you want to say something, which I think is why you brought me here. Now what is it?" Ville asked
"Its everything Ville. Jenn told me today that she wants to get married. And it gets worse. She might be pregnant. I don't want a kid. I can't have a kid. And get married? I didn't think I would even consider that for at least five more years. And then theres how I feel about-"
"How you feel about what?"
YOU!
"Nothing, nevermind. What am I going to do?"
"You have to tell Jenn what you told me. And about her being pregnant,I don't know how to tell you this Bammie, but if she is there is a huge possibility that the baby might not be yours. I know this might be hard to for you to hear but she is a slut. She's been with Rabb and Dunn and there is a possibility that she's even been with Jess. I know that is hard to believe but even Jess would do something like that. People are always going to do shit for themselves. People are selfish."
"Dunn and Rabb and Jess?"
"Yeah Bam, I know its hard but its obvious. It goes on in your house right under your nose."
"What about you Ville?"
"You know I wouldn't do that to you Bammie."
"Yeah you're right. You are probably the one person in my life that wouldn't screw me over if you had the chance."
I love you my Willa Walo!
"You are so right about that dear Bam."
~Ville's POV~
Bam was so upset. But I had to tell him. It was the truth. And my money was on the fact that if Jenn was pregnant, the baby was more than likely Rabb's. They were together more than any of the others. I don't know what he is planning to do about all of it though. I feel sorry for him. I love him so much and I don't want to see him get hurt anymore than he has too. But telling him was the best thing.
He almost said it though. He almost said how he feels about me. That was one of his problems. I wish I could just let him know that how he feels is the same way that I feel.
I sat with Bam and drank until he was too drunk to stand up. I did alot of thinking and little talking. Then it hit me. I knew what I had to do. And that was to tell Bam. It was the only way to make me feel better about telling him about Jenn. I would do it tonight.
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