More, because I stayed home from school..
Yes, I'm quite the antisocial one today so when I was woken up at 5:30
by an angry mom I grumbled to her and went back to sleep. I'll prolly
add more later, so keep your eyes peeled for that, hope you enjoy (I'm
writing very out of character, sorry.. that and I'm going everywhere..
lol)
I wanted to run away and hide somewhere cold and dark, where no one could find me. I was so vulnerable, I’ve just told Bam my secret and I was cringing waiting to hear him yell or at worst - walk away and slam the door shut ignoring me until I left. I shook my head “Bam, you don’t understand…” I choked, a hand left my wrist, taking my jaw and moving my head to where my gaze met his. His face was covered in the saddest look, “What do you mean I don’t understand?” he said quietly. Loosing myself in my emotions again I looked up with him, my face contorted in a bit of anger “I’m in love with you so much that it hurts, Bam..” I yelled. He looked at me now in amusement, a smile across his face as he scooted closer so I couldn’t curl up into a ball - he knew me well.
He lay a hand against my left cheek, the warmth radiating against my cold and wet skin. The anger faded from my face, I closed my eyes leaning into his touch - I just wanted to be held. “Don’t think I don’t know what you mean, don’t think I hate you Ville.. I’m not going to run away from you or disown you” My eyes opened to see him sitting there smiling softly at me. All I managed was to fight him until I was in his arms again, he’d forgot he was holding my wrists down. He held me just the way I needed, my tears finally subsided though I clung to him like I was still crying - I just wanted to be close to him. After a while he sighed and I sat up to look him into the eyes, a curious expression on my face, he looked at me with a blank face “Well now I don’t have to come out to you…” He grinned and I felt myself blush, he smiled noticing it.
“You’re the sappy one aren’t you?” he chuckled, I felt my face tighten up again “Whoa, Willa, don’t hurt me!” he laughed. I sat there for a moment, staring into his eyes finally breaking the silence “You? I? Wha?” I stuttered myself out of it, which made Bam laugh hard. “Yes Ville, the feeling’s mutual, you don’t have to pout anymore..” He kept laughing, I pinned him down a little angry now “Then why didn’t you tell me before?! I fucking suffered because of you, I was suicidal you ass!” I yelled “That’s what you get when you let yourself get blinded by your own lies, that’s what happens when you hold everything in as well”; The anger faded.
I leaned down and kissed him softly not wanting to hear anymore of it, him resting a hand on the back of my head as he pushed me into the kiss. He groaned and I pulled back looking down at him, we were both blushing, but I was the first to laugh. “You’re too damn cute..” He sat up and looked me harshly in the eye “You need to wash that pretty little face of yours, it’s sticky with half dried tears..” I hesitated “..Ew” that only filled the room with another roar of our laughter. We got up and walked out of Bam’s room and into the bathroom, I closed the lid on the toilet and sat down, looking up at Bam who was running warm water over a wash cloth in the sink.
He walked over to me and wiped my face, the warmth of the cloth feeling quite refreshing. I closed my eyes only to open them when Bam turned away and spied Ape in the threshold of the bathroom door. “What are you two doing?” She sounded a little confused as she looked at Bam’s tear drenched shirt and then at me, I really let myself go. “Washing Ville’s nasty face..” He laughed, Ape looking at me questionably; I shrugged, smiling up at her. Ape looked back at Bam “Is.. Everything alright?” He looked at her “Yeah, everything’s fine” She nodded and walked away possibly to go bother Dunn.
Bam looked at me and giggled “Sorry, mom’s a little weird”, Like I didn’t know? I got up and took Bam’s shirt off of him, Ape passing by and peering in the bathroom as I walked out with Bam’s shirt folded neatly in my arm “Hi Mom” I said walking past her and then down the stairs, followed by her confused eyes. Bam looked at her and smiled “My shirt’s a little dirty.. You know with all that skating” he said nervously “What did you do? Try to wash it in the sink after you washed Ville’s face?” She laughed, Bam shaking his head and meeting with me in the laundry room, closing the door behind him. I turned to him just as I got done closing the door to the washer, I met his eyes, Bam just standing inches from me. He moved closer, pressing against me, lips softly touching mine then when I leaned in the kisses grew deep - He’d pushed me against the wall next to the washer, holding my arms above my head as he pressed his body against mine kissing passionately.
A groan emanated from the back of my throat, his erection seeming to stab me in the thigh as he pushed himself against me, running his hands from my wrists to my hips. I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled back, smiling that evil Bam smile as if he’d just done something bad “No more for you…” he snickered as he pulled away, opening the door and dragging me out. Ape was standing in the kitchen and she looked at Bam and his devious smile, then at me face red, eyes widened ; She shook her head “I don’t even want to ask..” I guess she thought Bam had pulled a prank on me, oh well if she’s thinking that way then it’s good. We walked over to her, Me leaning against the island in the middle of the kitchen. She smiled at me “Everybody’s going to leave for a while, do you want to come with us?” I shook my head and right as I did Bam objected to going, My eyes traveled to him looking at him questionably. Ape looked at him with the same expression as I did “Why?” she asked nearly yelling, he just smiled “Because it’d be mean if Ville stayed here alone” She sighed and nodded, then you two stay, but no wrecking the house. I smiled, “of course, nothing will be broken” and with that I looked up to see Bam looking at me evilly; nothing broken but me..
I wanted to run away and hide somewhere cold and dark, where no one could find me. I was so vulnerable, I’ve just told Bam my secret and I was cringing waiting to hear him yell or at worst - walk away and slam the door shut ignoring me until I left. I shook my head “Bam, you don’t understand…” I choked, a hand left my wrist, taking my jaw and moving my head to where my gaze met his. His face was covered in the saddest look, “What do you mean I don’t understand?” he said quietly. Loosing myself in my emotions again I looked up with him, my face contorted in a bit of anger “I’m in love with you so much that it hurts, Bam..” I yelled. He looked at me now in amusement, a smile across his face as he scooted closer so I couldn’t curl up into a ball - he knew me well.
He lay a hand against my left cheek, the warmth radiating against my cold and wet skin. The anger faded from my face, I closed my eyes leaning into his touch - I just wanted to be held. “Don’t think I don’t know what you mean, don’t think I hate you Ville.. I’m not going to run away from you or disown you” My eyes opened to see him sitting there smiling softly at me. All I managed was to fight him until I was in his arms again, he’d forgot he was holding my wrists down. He held me just the way I needed, my tears finally subsided though I clung to him like I was still crying - I just wanted to be close to him. After a while he sighed and I sat up to look him into the eyes, a curious expression on my face, he looked at me with a blank face “Well now I don’t have to come out to you…” He grinned and I felt myself blush, he smiled noticing it.
“You’re the sappy one aren’t you?” he chuckled, I felt my face tighten up again “Whoa, Willa, don’t hurt me!” he laughed. I sat there for a moment, staring into his eyes finally breaking the silence “You? I? Wha?” I stuttered myself out of it, which made Bam laugh hard. “Yes Ville, the feeling’s mutual, you don’t have to pout anymore..” He kept laughing, I pinned him down a little angry now “Then why didn’t you tell me before?! I fucking suffered because of you, I was suicidal you ass!” I yelled “That’s what you get when you let yourself get blinded by your own lies, that’s what happens when you hold everything in as well”; The anger faded.
I leaned down and kissed him softly not wanting to hear anymore of it, him resting a hand on the back of my head as he pushed me into the kiss. He groaned and I pulled back looking down at him, we were both blushing, but I was the first to laugh. “You’re too damn cute..” He sat up and looked me harshly in the eye “You need to wash that pretty little face of yours, it’s sticky with half dried tears..” I hesitated “..Ew” that only filled the room with another roar of our laughter. We got up and walked out of Bam’s room and into the bathroom, I closed the lid on the toilet and sat down, looking up at Bam who was running warm water over a wash cloth in the sink.
He walked over to me and wiped my face, the warmth of the cloth feeling quite refreshing. I closed my eyes only to open them when Bam turned away and spied Ape in the threshold of the bathroom door. “What are you two doing?” She sounded a little confused as she looked at Bam’s tear drenched shirt and then at me, I really let myself go. “Washing Ville’s nasty face..” He laughed, Ape looking at me questionably; I shrugged, smiling up at her. Ape looked back at Bam “Is.. Everything alright?” He looked at her “Yeah, everything’s fine” She nodded and walked away possibly to go bother Dunn.
Bam looked at me and giggled “Sorry, mom’s a little weird”, Like I didn’t know? I got up and took Bam’s shirt off of him, Ape passing by and peering in the bathroom as I walked out with Bam’s shirt folded neatly in my arm “Hi Mom” I said walking past her and then down the stairs, followed by her confused eyes. Bam looked at her and smiled “My shirt’s a little dirty.. You know with all that skating” he said nervously “What did you do? Try to wash it in the sink after you washed Ville’s face?” She laughed, Bam shaking his head and meeting with me in the laundry room, closing the door behind him. I turned to him just as I got done closing the door to the washer, I met his eyes, Bam just standing inches from me. He moved closer, pressing against me, lips softly touching mine then when I leaned in the kisses grew deep - He’d pushed me against the wall next to the washer, holding my arms above my head as he pressed his body against mine kissing passionately.
A groan emanated from the back of my throat, his erection seeming to stab me in the thigh as he pushed himself against me, running his hands from my wrists to my hips. I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled back, smiling that evil Bam smile as if he’d just done something bad “No more for you…” he snickered as he pulled away, opening the door and dragging me out. Ape was standing in the kitchen and she looked at Bam and his devious smile, then at me face red, eyes widened ; She shook her head “I don’t even want to ask..” I guess she thought Bam had pulled a prank on me, oh well if she’s thinking that way then it’s good. We walked over to her, Me leaning against the island in the middle of the kitchen. She smiled at me “Everybody’s going to leave for a while, do you want to come with us?” I shook my head and right as I did Bam objected to going, My eyes traveled to him looking at him questionably. Ape looked at him with the same expression as I did “Why?” she asked nearly yelling, he just smiled “Because it’d be mean if Ville stayed here alone” She sighed and nodded, then you two stay, but no wrecking the house. I smiled, “of course, nothing will be broken” and with that I looked up to see Bam looking at me evilly; nothing broken but me..