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Would You Be the One to Save Me? (part 22)
skdghakjlbfjkaga!!!! It's been a while since I last updated. My apologies! *tears* I hope this part makes up for my absence though... enjoy!
Title- Would You Be the One to Save Me?
Author- PlayXDead07
Disclaimer- Never happened. Don't know anyone, don't own anyone... Maybe in my dreams, but not in reality. "/ Sucks to be me.
Summary- Ville is the new foreign exchanged student in highschool. Just when he thinks that he'll never fit in at a place like West Chester, he meets Bam Margera. The two immeadiately become friends... maybe even closer! But what Ville doesn't know is that behind that sexy smile of Bam's, there's a small secret... a secret that could kill him eventually! Can Ville be the one to save Bam? (Revised summary, do you like it? lol)
Rating- Pg-13 to R
~x~x~x~x~x~Ville's POV~x~x~x~x~x~
"Fuck!" Bam yelped as a snowball smacked him on the back of the head. Ville heard insane laughter, meaning only one thing.
"Mige, you ass hole!" Bam shouted before even turning around. Bam pushed himself off of Ville and turned to glare at Mige, who had brought Burton and Linde along with him. Mige just laughed again.
"What the fuck were you doing? Poor Ville's probably scared to death!" Burton joked. Ville watched Bam growl and pick up a handful of snow.
"Shut up..." he said in an angry whisper. Ville noticed his face start to stain itself red.
Linde pointed and laughed along with them.
"Trying to rape your friends, Bammi-Boy?" he asked. "Oh no, please spare me. Go for Mige next. He likes it!" Mige punched Linde's arm. Bam's face turned an even brighter shade of red. Ville bit his bottom lip, knowing that this would not turn out good.
"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he shouted, and threw the snowball at the three of them, praying he'd at least hit one of them. Ville rested his hand on his shoulder.
"Calm down, Sweetheart. It's not really that big of a--" he was cut off by another bout of insane laughter, this time Bam joining in. The snowball Bam threw had landed right in the middle of Linde's face, and now refused to part with him. Linde shook his head violently, but the ball of snow would not fall off. Ville began to laugh at his friend along with the others.
Linde glared back at Bam once he had finally gotten the snowball off his face.
"That...w-was fucking... freeeezing..." Linde's teeth chattered. Mige then snuck up behind Linde and shoved more snow down his pants, making him shriek and run into the house.
Mige grinned triumphantly.
Ville focused back on Bam, who looked back at him.
"Are you ok?" he asked. Ville shrugged, not really knowing what he meant. He was physically, but mentally, he was frustrated. That must've been their millionth near-kiss, and yet another person interrupted them. One more look at the gorgeous skater, and Ville saw the same disappointment clouding over his eyes.
"Later." he said. Bam nodded. Ville didn't particularly want his friends hearing their conversation anyways.
Bam got up off the ground.
"Now it's my turn for revenge..." he said, eyes holding a mischevious glint that everyone had come to know as "danger".
~x~x~x~x~x~Bam's POV~x~x~x~x~x~
Bam ran around with his newfound friends, in yet another furious snowball fight. Linde still hadn't returned from the confines on Ville's house. Probably still trying to get the snow out of his pants. Bam sniggered at the thought, then winced at the mental image of seeing Linde's bare ass...
Ville had decided he wanted to join them, so Bam ran up behind him and pelted him hard in the head with a ball of snow, making him yelp. Ville got his revenge by tackling Bam into a giant pile of snow and burying him in it. Bam pushed off the thick blanket of snow, shivering violently.
"Ok, fuck you guys. I'm going in the house to get changed..." Bam said, then pointed to Ville. "Then I'll come after you, Valo!" Ville, Mige, and Burton laughed as Bam walked into the house, shivering at the collision of warm air on his icy skin.
He walked upstairs and was about to go into Ville's room, but stopped when he saw Linde in the bathroom, his back to the door.
"Linde?" Bam asked. Linde jumped, dropping whatever object he had been holding with a faint clink!
"Shit Bam... you scared me..." Linde said, breathless. Bam frowned.
"So that must mean that you had a reason to be scared when I walked in?" he asked. Linde shrugged, speechless. Bam continued. "What're you doing in here alone?"
Linde sighed heavily.
"Well, I came in here to get the snow out of my jeans, and stopped when I saw... erm... nothing. Nevermind." Linde made a move to walk away, but Bam stopped him.
"Saw what, Linde?" he pryed. Bam really didn't mean to be nosy, but Linde looked rather upset about something, and Bam was worried. Linde bit his lip.
"I'm gonna go now..." he muttered, but once again, Bam stopped him.
"Seriously man, are you ok?" Bam asked. Linde sighed, but didn't answer. Then, Bam caught sight of the familiar glint of light upon metal. He looked down and saw Linde's old razorblade... the one he had given to Ville to hide from him... the one Bam had used just last night...
"Ohh..." Bam managed to choke out. Linde bit his bottom lip, then looked Bam in the eye.
"Ville tells me you've cut your wrists on more than just a few occations..." he began. Bam nodded, wondering why Ville would tell Linde that. Linde continued. "He's worried about you, Bam... He's afraid of finding you lying in a puddle of your own blood again. He doesn't want to lose you..."
Bam frowned.
"But why should he worry this much about me?" he asked, confused. "I mean... I'm not really important..."
"To Ville you are. He loves you, Bam." Linde looked deep into Bam's eyes to let him know that he spoke the truth. "He's seriously mad for you, Bam. To him, you are his life."
Bam stood, mouth wide open in shock.
"I...I love him too... but I'm scared to tell him..." he stuttered. Linde nodded.
"So is he. I suggest you at least try to tell him how you feel. And also," he lightly lifted Bam's wrist. "Don't do that to yourself anymore. Not only are you hurting Ville, but you're hurting a lot of other people who care so deeply for you." Linde smiled, then turned to walk away. But Bam noticed something, and grabbed his arm to bring him back.
"I'll stop if you will." he said seriously. Linde laughed, a nervous note in his voice.
"What are you talking about? I haven't slashed my wrists all to hell for a few years now, an I don't intend--" Bam cut him off by grabbing his wrist and pulling back the sleeve, exposing freshly cut, long, slender gashes right above his wrist. Linde bit his lip nervously.
"How could you tell?" Linde asked. Bam shrugged. He honestly didn't know how he could tell... He saw a certain look in Linde's eyes when Bam had first discovered him in the bathroom with the razorblade... Was that the look he always had when he was caught? Linde choked back a sob.
"It's just really... difficult to stop once you've already started... especially after 2 or 3 years of avoiding anything sharp..." Bam nodded empathetically.
"I know... I know..." Bam said. Linde brought a hand to his eyes to wipe away a tear, then pulled Bam into a tight embrace, which Bam returned. Bam could feel a dozen emotions pass through their embrace... fear, relief, empathy, sadness, worry...
Bam smiled slightly. He knew that that day, he and Linde had gained a bond of respect and empathy. He now knew that at least he had a friend that was going through the same problem to go through things with. Relief swam over his entire body, then he pulled away from Linde, a devilish grin on his face.
"Come on. We're having a snowball fight outside! You can get Mige back for shoving snow down your pants!"
Linde formed a grin that matched Bam's, as they walked back outside and raised all hell...
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
Hello all! Just to let you know, there is no kind of love connection between Linde and Bam. I let one of my friends' read this part, and he thought I was going to cut Ville out of the picture. Nuh-uh! Not gonna happen! I just thought Bam could use a friend who's going through the exact same thing he's going through. Everybody does... =) Comments = me being your love slave for the rest of the evening. O.o wow... i'm such a romantic. ^^ lol.
Title- Would You Be the One to Save Me?
Author- PlayXDead07
Disclaimer- Never happened. Don't know anyone, don't own anyone... Maybe in my dreams, but not in reality. "/ Sucks to be me.
Summary- Ville is the new foreign exchanged student in highschool. Just when he thinks that he'll never fit in at a place like West Chester, he meets Bam Margera. The two immeadiately become friends... maybe even closer! But what Ville doesn't know is that behind that sexy smile of Bam's, there's a small secret... a secret that could kill him eventually! Can Ville be the one to save Bam? (Revised summary, do you like it? lol)
Rating- Pg-13 to R
~x~x~x~x~x~Ville's POV~x~x~x~x~x~
"Fuck!" Bam yelped as a snowball smacked him on the back of the head. Ville heard insane laughter, meaning only one thing.
"Mige, you ass hole!" Bam shouted before even turning around. Bam pushed himself off of Ville and turned to glare at Mige, who had brought Burton and Linde along with him. Mige just laughed again.
"What the fuck were you doing? Poor Ville's probably scared to death!" Burton joked. Ville watched Bam growl and pick up a handful of snow.
"Shut up..." he said in an angry whisper. Ville noticed his face start to stain itself red.
Linde pointed and laughed along with them.
"Trying to rape your friends, Bammi-Boy?" he asked. "Oh no, please spare me. Go for Mige next. He likes it!" Mige punched Linde's arm. Bam's face turned an even brighter shade of red. Ville bit his bottom lip, knowing that this would not turn out good.
"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he shouted, and threw the snowball at the three of them, praying he'd at least hit one of them. Ville rested his hand on his shoulder.
"Calm down, Sweetheart. It's not really that big of a--" he was cut off by another bout of insane laughter, this time Bam joining in. The snowball Bam threw had landed right in the middle of Linde's face, and now refused to part with him. Linde shook his head violently, but the ball of snow would not fall off. Ville began to laugh at his friend along with the others.
Linde glared back at Bam once he had finally gotten the snowball off his face.
"That...w-was fucking... freeeezing..." Linde's teeth chattered. Mige then snuck up behind Linde and shoved more snow down his pants, making him shriek and run into the house.
Mige grinned triumphantly.
Ville focused back on Bam, who looked back at him.
"Are you ok?" he asked. Ville shrugged, not really knowing what he meant. He was physically, but mentally, he was frustrated. That must've been their millionth near-kiss, and yet another person interrupted them. One more look at the gorgeous skater, and Ville saw the same disappointment clouding over his eyes.
"Later." he said. Bam nodded. Ville didn't particularly want his friends hearing their conversation anyways.
Bam got up off the ground.
"Now it's my turn for revenge..." he said, eyes holding a mischevious glint that everyone had come to know as "danger".
~x~x~x~x~x~Bam's POV~x~x~x~x~x~
Bam ran around with his newfound friends, in yet another furious snowball fight. Linde still hadn't returned from the confines on Ville's house. Probably still trying to get the snow out of his pants. Bam sniggered at the thought, then winced at the mental image of seeing Linde's bare ass...
Ville had decided he wanted to join them, so Bam ran up behind him and pelted him hard in the head with a ball of snow, making him yelp. Ville got his revenge by tackling Bam into a giant pile of snow and burying him in it. Bam pushed off the thick blanket of snow, shivering violently.
"Ok, fuck you guys. I'm going in the house to get changed..." Bam said, then pointed to Ville. "Then I'll come after you, Valo!" Ville, Mige, and Burton laughed as Bam walked into the house, shivering at the collision of warm air on his icy skin.
He walked upstairs and was about to go into Ville's room, but stopped when he saw Linde in the bathroom, his back to the door.
"Linde?" Bam asked. Linde jumped, dropping whatever object he had been holding with a faint clink!
"Shit Bam... you scared me..." Linde said, breathless. Bam frowned.
"So that must mean that you had a reason to be scared when I walked in?" he asked. Linde shrugged, speechless. Bam continued. "What're you doing in here alone?"
Linde sighed heavily.
"Well, I came in here to get the snow out of my jeans, and stopped when I saw... erm... nothing. Nevermind." Linde made a move to walk away, but Bam stopped him.
"Saw what, Linde?" he pryed. Bam really didn't mean to be nosy, but Linde looked rather upset about something, and Bam was worried. Linde bit his lip.
"I'm gonna go now..." he muttered, but once again, Bam stopped him.
"Seriously man, are you ok?" Bam asked. Linde sighed, but didn't answer. Then, Bam caught sight of the familiar glint of light upon metal. He looked down and saw Linde's old razorblade... the one he had given to Ville to hide from him... the one Bam had used just last night...
"Ohh..." Bam managed to choke out. Linde bit his bottom lip, then looked Bam in the eye.
"Ville tells me you've cut your wrists on more than just a few occations..." he began. Bam nodded, wondering why Ville would tell Linde that. Linde continued. "He's worried about you, Bam... He's afraid of finding you lying in a puddle of your own blood again. He doesn't want to lose you..."
Bam frowned.
"But why should he worry this much about me?" he asked, confused. "I mean... I'm not really important..."
"To Ville you are. He loves you, Bam." Linde looked deep into Bam's eyes to let him know that he spoke the truth. "He's seriously mad for you, Bam. To him, you are his life."
Bam stood, mouth wide open in shock.
"I...I love him too... but I'm scared to tell him..." he stuttered. Linde nodded.
"So is he. I suggest you at least try to tell him how you feel. And also," he lightly lifted Bam's wrist. "Don't do that to yourself anymore. Not only are you hurting Ville, but you're hurting a lot of other people who care so deeply for you." Linde smiled, then turned to walk away. But Bam noticed something, and grabbed his arm to bring him back.
"I'll stop if you will." he said seriously. Linde laughed, a nervous note in his voice.
"What are you talking about? I haven't slashed my wrists all to hell for a few years now, an I don't intend--" Bam cut him off by grabbing his wrist and pulling back the sleeve, exposing freshly cut, long, slender gashes right above his wrist. Linde bit his lip nervously.
"How could you tell?" Linde asked. Bam shrugged. He honestly didn't know how he could tell... He saw a certain look in Linde's eyes when Bam had first discovered him in the bathroom with the razorblade... Was that the look he always had when he was caught? Linde choked back a sob.
"It's just really... difficult to stop once you've already started... especially after 2 or 3 years of avoiding anything sharp..." Bam nodded empathetically.
"I know... I know..." Bam said. Linde brought a hand to his eyes to wipe away a tear, then pulled Bam into a tight embrace, which Bam returned. Bam could feel a dozen emotions pass through their embrace... fear, relief, empathy, sadness, worry...
Bam smiled slightly. He knew that that day, he and Linde had gained a bond of respect and empathy. He now knew that at least he had a friend that was going through the same problem to go through things with. Relief swam over his entire body, then he pulled away from Linde, a devilish grin on his face.
"Come on. We're having a snowball fight outside! You can get Mige back for shoving snow down your pants!"
Linde formed a grin that matched Bam's, as they walked back outside and raised all hell...
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
Hello all! Just to let you know, there is no kind of love connection between Linde and Bam. I let one of my friends' read this part, and he thought I was going to cut Ville out of the picture. Nuh-uh! Not gonna happen! I just thought Bam could use a friend who's going through the exact same thing he's going through. Everybody does... =) Comments = me being your love slave for the rest of the evening. O.o wow... i'm such a romantic. ^^ lol.