i got open chest surgery on the 30th.
it wasn't a tumor. THANK GOD.
it was swollen cartiledge over my bone.
they removed it.
& i am in extreme pain.
a puppy visited me in the hospital :) hah

i love steve.

partied with my brother last night. sawwwweeeeeet.

katie... how about you call me for once. thanks.

I GOT MY LISCENCE 5 DAYS AGO!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS SO SWEEEETTTTT <3

my dad oficially owns middletown pizza ( Read more... )

all i want is everything.
all i have is nothing that i want.

i want you to love me how i love you.

i want to be happy all the time... not 10 percent of it.

i want to be independant.

i want to have goals to complete everyday.

i don't want to be worhtless or helpless anymore.

i just hate life.

thirteen something hours until i get my lisence.

I can't believe the shit that is happening right now ( Read more... )

I had a friend once.
She did everything she could to help me out.
I did the same for her.
I loved her.
I spent every wakin moment with her.
We lent eachother our clothes.
We confided in eachother.
We told eachother everything.
I lost her
to drugs; to people who don't care about her; to losers
and now
she is a loser tooshe steals lies and cheats her ( Read more... )

YOUR MY FAVORiTE THING ABOUT THE EAST COAST

i fell in love with my boyfriend all over again.
he finally got his life back on track and finally learned i'm a little more sensative then his guy friends. I'm really happyy today... probably cause im talking to aly right now!! :) i miss you aly. 8 DAYS UNTIL I GET MY LICENSE i cannot wait ( Read more... )

i love katie.
i love anothony.
i love lauren.
i love vanessa.

last night was good <3333
i love my friends more than i love my boyfriend.

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