I cant stand myself anymore. Im always depressed now. Its like im..stupid. I cry over EVERYTHING && i have so much wrong with me. Im scared im gonna have to get surgery && then i cant go to my daddys..or something like that knowing my luck.. && what if i have a boyfriend for thoose 9 days? i'd be leaving him..&& i'd prolly miss him. But i doubt i' ( Read more... )

::WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF::

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

We got married:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

Butt:

Boobs:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if I told ( Read more... )

Well..I'm off to go to school to drop off some forms && then to the mall =]. YAY! LOL ohh Lisa..i just heard a kitty....*retard*KITTY =] tehe. i love youuu<3. I miss someone, so fucking much. but i dont know what to do. should i move on, or wait? IDK. If i wait...so many ppl will shoot me..but again..shouldnt i do what I want && not what THEY want ( Read more... )

well.. nothing much lately.. tomorrow im going to the mall to get some clothes  for when i go to my daddys house =]. i soo cant wait to go =]. but ummm OHH && i have a dentist appt. =\ ughh. oh well =\.. I might go with ethan one day this week up to McDonalds. or i might just go up there with my mum for the day.. idk? IDK what im gonna do..lol. I ( Read more... )

Well.. i broke up with buddy today. IDK WTF my problem is. It`s like..outta all theese other relationships..they just arent the same. Every guy is an asshole. =\... I miss my baby. I really really doo. I just wish i could press rewind && go bakk in time. I have done some pretty screwed up things lately. Its wierd. He probably knows i miss him, ( Read more... )

Well..Me & Buddy are doing greatt =]. He was over here last night. Lisa missed him & his hott self..haha. Its okay Lisa..this weekend its just us 3..cause he said that hes gonna drive me to the beach & i will be like well you see Buddy.. Theres this girl named Lisa that i love soo much & I was wondering if she could come too. =] tehe. He'll do it. ( Read more... )

Mehh. Life`s okay. I was really depressed yesterday tho. i haven`t been that depressed since like umm.. June..? My daddy always makes me feel better tho. He told me how i should handle all my problems... with boys & friends.. & I`m gonna listen to somebody for once in my life. I`m tired of fiding things out the hard way. It`s just killing me even ( Read more... )

I hope i can go to my Daddys earlier. Im gonna start counting down the days.. =]. Well since Lisa MADE me ride my bike up to Windixie, People supposably think i stalk them. LMAO haha yeah right, when i have a boyfriend.. yah okay. wow. people are dumb. But ummm....Let`s just say last night was FUNN! =] tehe.. I thought it was gonna suck cause ( Read more... )

Today i had to go to the doctor in Orlando. Then on the way home we went to the Seminole Mall. Gramma said she might take me back there this weekend.. =]. I`m pretty excitedd. Then on Monday we gotta go back to the surgeon..gah! I hate this..=[ But oh-flippen-well. There isn`t anything we can do about itt..unfortunately. We are prob. gonna go to ( Read more... )

Well.. lately Life`s been great.. Except for this whole thing about not going to school. I`m failing like every class.. but my gramma understands which is good, cause i like can`t help it. I am soo dreading tomorrow. I gotta go all the way back to freaking Orlando to see the surgeon. GAH! That`s soo boring & I dont even want to go to him. I hope i ( Read more... )