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[__meatball__]

For once, though I probably would only admit it to a few people, I felt like I was really truely in love... I thought he was too. He said it so often. He always told me how he's never met anyone like me, how he's never felt this way before. I don't understand how he could see past all that, and decide that he doesn't want me anymore. I feel lied to

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[nborders1990]

i think people pressure you to be over him because they want to see you be better (for your sake or thier own depends on the person)

but not really because they actually expect you to.

i think that everyone has to go through heartbreak so they know how respect other people's feelings more, and learn how to make relationships work. i know that i learned a lot from heartbreak

anyway, if you ever need someone to talk to, im here.

<3

[__meatball__]

Thanks, Noah. It's just that I've never experienced TRUE heartbreak before, and now that I have, it was one of the worst emotional breakdowns I've ever had. It just sucks, and I go back and forth from being so upset, to being uber mad, to where I just want to bitch him out about things I normally probably wouldn't even care about. And the thing is, I still have to see him now and again (maybe I'll explain that later, but...).

But thanks, a lot...

And I really don't know why you thought that it'd be awkward if I read this last night. =]

[airfields]

I'm so sorry, Jamie. If he's so willing to out of no where give you up without any real reason, then he doesn't deserve you at all. You're such a great person, and that's his own fault for not being able to see that. I love you so much, and you are my best friend ever. Please feel better soon, I hate to see you sad.