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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MON!

When writing this poem I accidently deleted the previous entry..way to go me. This is via my dad's computer, I'll be home tomorrow at 2.

One glance up,
And I can see that smile.
Spread across pretty lips,
A face that wasn't touched by age.

More experienced than you know,
Naive and sweet,
It's what I've been looking for.

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First off my apologies for those of you I haven't called in a while, or gotten back to. Life's been pretty hectic. I'll be returning calls soon.

And today I am quickly reminded of my insignificance to my father. I have called and left two messages, my graduation is tomorrow. Will he my sister or my step mom be attending? No. Why? because I haven't ( Read more... )

I've swallowed my pride.
I've buried it alive.
Here in our decaying garden,
my anger flourishes into rage.
It is here I lay,
My hands lifted to repent.

Repent for my sorrow.
Repent for my love.
Repent for my sins.
Repent for who I am.

Rage was never this delicate
Set in a loving package.
A girl in her own skin
Screaming.

Cant you hear?
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I love this song haha.

Master P (Mercedes) talking:

Mercedes Mercedes I'm home boo
Look what I got for you baby
(Look get this up out of my face
I told you I don't want anything to do with your dirty money)
What?
(I'm telling you, you need to change your life)
Man you trippin on me? and I'm out here trying to have something for us?
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An old friend talked to me today. I'm extremely hurt by what he said, and cant think of any other way to deal with it other than writing about it. I had my own problems, everyone has their problems, I have clinical depression. And in my boughts of depression I dealt with it my own way. Pills. Pills became my escape, I'd eat them everyday go through ( Read more... )

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