so basically i dont know what to do. this kid calls me && it seems like im falling for him all over again. && he just makes me feel happy when im talking to him or around him.. pshh one problem. he has a girlfriend. =/. && then it makes me think uh.. why does he bother i mean he obviously is with her for a reason. but when were talking or something ( Read more... )

life is offically confusing.. fuck spelling :D

jordans party was sweet. didn't chill with __________ after but fuck that nigga. god damn! i hate him soo mucho grande right now.
♥ spencer

jordan's bday party is today its gunna be great :D. then after im hanging out with _______ :D. we will see what happends..
♥spencer

well today was my sisters birthday. yeah shes 17 :D. well yeah. so school was kinda lame. bio test; spainish test; taking notes in world history; law was cool i guess. after school i went to blockbuster with my mother got cinderella man & red eye; then went home; then to my sisters work to see her for her birthday :D. well thats basically my day ( Read more... )

do i ever cross ur mind
anytime
do u ever wake up reaching out for me.
do i ever cross ur mind
anytime.
i miss you
well yah. life is pretty much lame & overrated.really wish school wasnt tomorrow im getting sick my throat hurts super bad. :(. maybe i get to stay home?
♥ spencer

well today antonio called me after school. & we hung out well me eddie him carden & kendra. :D. its was fun we smoked; i got soo high. it was great. eddie wasnt really nice he was actually kinda mean so i was like whatever. he would always grab my hand. lol. well yaeh antonio was being really awesome. i kinda like him now & car says he likes me.. ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to the movies with my ol girl.(which is my mom but eddie & antonio call it). lol we saw last holiday. :D it was funny. after that eddie picked me up & we went to beach with antonio. me & antonio smoked but eddie is "done" cuz he needs a job. how cute right. lol. so we just talked. i like eddie a lot but i still have feelings for ( Read more... )

life is LAME

every bodys talking all this stuff
about me why dont they just let me live its
MY PEROGATIVE
i dont need permission my own decision. its
MY PEROGATIVE

well so i like whats his face again.which is maybe not ( Read more... )