i just want to be happy again

my superman is gone

im exhausted,i cried all day and night, my granfather is on his death bed, my cell phone died at the perfect time....i didn't go to bed until 4:30 and i woke up at 7:30, and had to walk home from my brothers in the snow because he refused to drive me. life sucks and should kill itself

i hate feeling

didn't go to school today, because im taking advantage of my 15 absences left for the year, and i just said fuck school. this weekend was pretty good/bad. Friday night, movies with greg and aylesse. Munich was awesome. Everyone should see this movie! Then saturday on the way to the party andrea is following me there and i pull out on main street ( Read more... )

starbucks, soup, ice cream, moulin rouge, the oc, and being with you made me feel alot better, thanks. i hope it lasts as long as possible

i don't think i've ever felt so down in in my whole life. they only gave my grandfather a few months to live. its too hard to see him like this....

found out my grandfather has cancer, and it's spread throughout his body. this really sucks. i can't stop thinking about it and its making me feel horrible. I just want the pain to go away.

just got back from visiting my grandfather in the hospital a little while ago. They think he might have some kind of cancer or tumor in his intestines and hes really sick and malnurished. It kills me to have to see him like this. I feel so bad and i don't want to lose him. He's going into surgery tomorrow and i'm just praying everything will be ( Read more... )

So last night was pretty effin sweet, first time at fire and ice, and i've gotta admit, it was the balls! especially because i was with the greatest people in the world, minus a few of the great ones, it was still a good time, i wish everyone coulda went though. the food was amazing, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. The best part for me was definately ( Read more... )