hmmmm last night was quite insane, i pretty much almost died,(thanks to everyone who made sure i didn't) can't remember half the night, so it was definately a good time, i had some great music in my ear the whole night which made it perfect, and its all just a big countdown to the bahamas! 6 days just isnt soon enough, im going to die there for ( Read more... )

salem state it is!!!

so i get there, and they don't hire 18 year olds yeah right, i bet he saw i was white and was like fuck that shit! you know what i say, fuck you taco bell, fuck you in your stupid ass!

so yesterday i get a call while im in the shower from taco bell. (i applied there during the week) and they guy wants me to come in for an interview today at 12:00. Im really excited because i need a freakin job soooo bad, and i love taco bell, but i doubt they'll hire me because i'm white haha. but who knows, i have to try, i have to stop being a ( Read more... )

got accepted to Suffolk today!!!! im even more relieved now because i have choices, but now its the big decision on where i should go. go to salem state, live there, take the scholarship, or go to suffolk, a better school for criminal justice, have the whole boston experience, live at home. please leave me some comments on what you think i should ( Read more... )

today was just rediculous, in school for 10 minutes wow, thats just amazing haha, and tomorrow im not even going because i have no classes, and im working in boston with mike again, anddd i found out im leaving for the bahamas one day sooner than i anticipated .Friday the 14th, 11:50 woo in bahamas by 6, drunk by 7, thats my plan haha. its going to ( Read more... )

got accepted into salem state! woo, if i go there i'll have the free tuition scholarship, and i'll be in the dorm with greg, its such a hard decision ahh, im just so releived i got in finally. it's about time things are lookin up for me.

its amazing how happy i can be from one day to the next!, and right now, im very happy... lets hope it lasts!

................................................................................................, yeah thats pretty much how i feel right now.

a little over a month and im saying the same thing once again, i hate feeling. i hate feeling like i'm betraying someone. but i can't do this anymore. i really wish you would see i don't want to hurt you, but im hurting either way. so once again, i hate feeling.