brian and i broke up. I knew it was inevitable and best for both of us right now but that doesn't stop me from feeling miserable and like someone is ripping my heart right out of my chest.
Babes, it gets better. Even if you don't think so now - I've been there. It gets better.
And it hurts like an effing bitch in the meantime, but honey, you did right. <3 You did good. That's going to help you through. One day, you're going to realise that you are so much happier without him than you were with him in the end. You'll miss him all over again the next minute, but those strong moments, they get you through. I'm still getting through, but I know it's for the best. I miss him, but I look back... and God, he did not make me happy. Doesn't mean I didn't love him stupid, but I *seriously* deserve better. You do, too. He wasn't a terrible person; he tried, and you tried, and you both tried together. But you're going to find better, because it's not supposed to be this hard. And someone's going to make it a lot easier
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... I was seriously sick and pumped full of drugs when I wrote that. I apologise for the parts that outright don't make sense, and the overall rambliness of the rest of it.
i didn't think it was rambly. but thank you. ♥ it sounds weird i guess but i thought about you a lot these past few days when i was gearing up to do it.
It doesn't sound weird. I've been thinking of you a lot lately, wondering what this weekend would result in. Well, not so much wondering - I was pretty sure I knew what would happen - but hoping that it went as well as it could
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And it hurts like an effing bitch in the meantime, but honey, you did right. <3 You did good. That's going to help you through. One day, you're going to realise that you are so much happier without him than you were with him in the end. You'll miss him all over again the next minute, but those strong moments, they get you through. I'm still getting through, but I know it's for the best. I miss him, but I look back... and God, he did not make me happy. Doesn't mean I didn't love him stupid, but I *seriously* deserve better. You do, too. He wasn't a terrible person; he tried, and you tried, and you both tried together. But you're going to find better, because it's not supposed to be this hard. And someone's going to make it a lot easier ( ... )
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i didn't think it was rambly. but thank you. ♥ it sounds weird i guess but i thought about you a lot these past few days when i was gearing up to do it.
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((Sends you huuuge virtual hugs))
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