Since i last posted an entry, i guess i have a whole lot of sharing to do ( Read more... )

i'm sooo bad at keeping up with these but whatever. so christmas is tuesday and it's friday. damn two years already and i keep feelin like yeseterday i was chillen playin ps2 with you. i can't explain how this has changed my life, emotionally, mentally and physically. it's the hardest fucking thing i've ever gone thru ( Read more... )

ive been smoking entirely too many blunts lately, ahaha. yesterday was good. today was really good until about 900. but whatever smoked a blunt with beck and fitzy then another with beck fitz and jp. whatever idk, i wish you actually cared enough about yourself to stop doing this shit. ughh whatver im goin to bed. night<3

okay so this weekend has passed the test of humor and entertainment. here's a little re-cap ( Read more... )

Now I only have to wait 4 :[

All I want to do right now is read but of course I have nowhere to do that.

But at least I don't have to wait 8 months. :)

Goodnighttt.<3

i just found out my dad is planning on buying me a sebring convertible :) and he's looking at mad house in bbp. he's even checking out stegman's house ahah. but yeah today was good, i guess. i just want you to come homeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i'm gay, i know<3

night

it's ridiculous how much you can care about someone with out even noticing it until all of a sudden.
i hope you come home tomorrow<3:(.
i just want to see you, five minutes is enough to me.
i would say goodnight.
i don't know if that's the appropriate term for tonight though.
Night.

i'm at lee's right now with jenni, lee, brittni, fitzy, bruno and jay... we were at jaycox's until that got spilt up so now were just chillen, and idk i have a lot of things to figure out with my life. as much as i'd like to pretend like i know exactly what's going on i really don't. idk i need to keep working on that book for paul. i just get so ( Read more... )

apparently, i have ADD. to finish up what i was saying in my last post, i think that in this case we're still going to be friends. so idk what to do, i'm so torn. and i guess i'm always this way when it comes to you. i don't know what to say anymore, and i don't know what to do. i guess i give up. if anything's ment to be it will find it's own way ( Read more... )