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I wish I could say what I want to say on here.

So yesterday I went to Ashley's and hung out with her for about 2 hours then Joey, Kenny, Kelly's boyfriend, Kelly, Sam, Chris, Asa, and Baxter came over. Joey kept calling Sam's bf and was pretending to be her and told him it was over while Ashley and Sam were inside. Then I went in there and Baxter and Joey tried to come in so we had to lock all ( Read more... )

HAH.

I went to a party tonight. It was good, I hurt my back though. I'm going to go lay down now. <33

Finally happy with everything right now. Absolutely everything.

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On days like this, I have to remind myself to breathe.

I guess I realized a lot of things.
you know what, you can never be the person you want to be.
you can never be the person that the one person who means the most to you wants you to be.
it doesn't happen, it's reality.
but reality is a bitch now, isn't it.

So I've been staying home all week and it sucks. Mass boring. All I do is watch Blue's Clues all day and I'm getting tired of looking for paw prints. I don't even think I've had fun once this whole week. Ugh.

Friends suck.