This isn't happening happening happening happening happening. It is.

...I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days that reminds me even if things don't seem okay, they can be alright sometimes. I got a blue slush today. I'm part of a duo. When I was walking by Pond Meadow, I strongly smelled bananas. Further on my walk home I saw a peanut on the sidewalk. All of these things made me smile ( Read more... )

Why?

I want to know what you're thinking. I'm so sick of being surrounded by my own thoughts, although this is rather unavoidable. But lately so many different ideas, reasons, opinions, views, all sorts of thoughts have been just swirling around my brain. And there's so many of them that I don't know what to do. I can't just stop thinking about these ( Read more... )

I guess I'm just completely clueless. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for your standards. I'll try harder? No, I won't cause I know that's not what you want to hear. It could be a start though...maybe? I don't know; I can't answer this, I don't seem to have an answer for anything anymore. Sure, you could give me some answers, but I can't come to you ( Read more... )

After a day of so much sleeping and lying in bed without any motivation I am completely tired. Amazing the energy it takes to have no life.

Maybe if I keep reminding myself that you're still here eventually you'll be here again. That would be such a wonderful thing to happen ( Read more... )

( unusually long and most likely unusually boring )

Mm mom bought me a BRIGHT orange shirt. It's literally neon orange. Construction clothes orange. You can see me from a mile away. But I love it.

Dance tonight. Fuck.

Today was the most wasted, horrid day I can think of in a long time. All I've done are terrible things ( Read more... )