When was the last time you looked in the mirror cause you've changed...yeah you've changed.

May 12, 2004 18:37

Today was the most wasted, horrid day I can think of in a long time. All I've done are terrible things.

I have to go to the fucking dance on Friday and I don't want to. It's going to be so fucking boring. And I'm stuck there for four and a half hours. Fuck.

I'm being such a selfish bitch lately-somebody just slap me in the face. I wish I wasn't thinking of myself so much.

I want a friend. I hate it cause I'm too afraid to come to any of my friends when I need them. I'm afraid to call my friends. Just the thought of it terrifies me. That doesn't sound like friendship to me. I'm not a good friend.

I'm not looking forward to going to Canobie Lake. I don't think it's going to be very fun. I'm not looking forward to summer either. I don't think it will be very fun.

I hate realizing all these things, but they have become inevitable. I have to stop avoiding everything.

Tonight's gonna be a bad one, I can feel it. I know what's going to happen.

I like observing people.

I wish I could blame you for not keeping your promises but how can I if I do the same thing?

This has been a complete and total waste of time that could be otherwise spent doing other things. Although they aren't important the truth of the matter is I'm sorry to say I'd rather be doing them. That's horrible.
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