how was i supposed to know, you were slowly letting go?

:(

I kind of liked being able to go home last night, and party with my old friends.  It was such a good time.  Somethings I miss from home, other things I don't.  I guess it'll always be a win lose situation.

ENJOY.

Fredonia....Welcome to the Good Life.

How would it make you feel if you lost the one thing in your life?  The thing that held most of your life in its' hands.  The thing that was always there no matter the circumstances because nothing else mattered.

I just want my life back to normal again.

I wish Lyndsay wasn't in Tennessee, I wish Kaileigh wasn't in North Carolina.  This sucks.  I hate saying goodbye, it's one of the hardest things I have to do.  I can't do it again.  This whole like me today, hate me tomorrow, love me never anymore is getting old in my book.  I have so many emotions, and I don't really know where to put them ( Read more... )

i miss you.

I continuously just keep spending the money that I don't have on completely pointless shit.  I didn't need to get new piercings, but I did and I will go to get more next week.  I don't need to buy alcohol but I repeatedly do it.  I leave in 13 days, and I really have never been more excited/nervous for such a big step down the road in my life.  I ( Read more... )

I'm up, I'm down...I cannot find a happy-medium lately.

What is my life coming down too?  I'm sick of crying.  I'm sick of being hurt.  I can't do this anymore.  I actually might mean "I hate you" next time i say it and I can't believe your doing this to me.