Well, not much has changed ( Read more... )

so, it's 2009.
that boy has saved my life, and he will never ever know.
it's probably all been a waste of time.
but i've never really cared that much about how long i have.
i love him. apparently it's mutual, but i don't believe it.
i just like telling him.

bleached my hair again & it's pretty much white. i look ill. but i'll live with it. atleast it didn't fall out i suppose.
nothing new really, kinda seeing someone but who knows where that'll lead. it's weird thinking of someone else other than myself.
i dunno if i like it. haa. i'm so selfish.
katie's gone to uni now. it's really sad not having her ( Read more... )

i well spent my day trekking across London looking for Jonas. didn't find them. longg. do i bother trying again tomorrow? camp rock prem is gonna be full of teenies. but can i be arsed to wake up at 5am to wait outside a tv studio? we'll see ( Read more... )

drunk again. i got a tattoo yesterday. it felt so good. a puzzle piece on my wrist. it looks so sick. i love it. i wantmore ( Read more... )

bleached my hair again. turned out alot better than before. not ginger at all. thank god.
i didn't even mean to go blonde, just wanted to strip the dye out & bam! it happened.
think it's looks pretty good tbh.
the mother still isn't speaking to me. that's 2 weeks now. unbelievable. it's pretty funny really. 
been thinking of getting a tattoo. only ( Read more... )

ahh so sorry. im so bloody drunk right now, but i feel reallt pointless. mum hasn't spoke to me since thursday. 
i just feel shit, its utter crap. i keep hearing fireworks & shpouting outside. it;s weird. agh. half the people i went to schoolwoth dont even fucking remember me.
arseholes. i am worthless. this took me like 10minutes to type out. long ( Read more... )

pretty sure today will be the worse day of my life. so far, atleast. i should care really. still reading breaking dawn. i can't get into it. twatlight has officially ruined that for me. i fucking love RPattz now. which is pretty sick. i used to despise him. seeing the JoBros on september 11th. booyah. i'm mighty pumped. i don't even care how sad ( Read more... )

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day of fail, please ( Read more... )