so, second semester of senior year ( Read more... )

i've gained alot of bad habits including you.
im losing myself.
im stupid.
im blind.
im weak.
im delusional
im completly fucked up.

change for the new year.

you don't recover from a night like this.
a victim still lying in bed, completely motionless.
a hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper,
"This is so messed up."

marry me.

i want old.
i want new.
i want waaaaayy too much.

i need to get away.

hes got me.

i can't stop smiling.

i want to be in love.

it's goin doooowwwnn.

it caught us by surprise
it always waits until the timing is right
till we’re sure enough we can be safe
well here’s a surprise for my fate
you know I’m gonna give up
and you know who I date

and we’ve come so far on useless space
out of everyone everywhere,
we can say we’ve found our own way.

take a seat, make yourself at home.