I am on livejournal ( Read more... )

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hahahaha live journal ( Read more... )

ello ello ( Read more... )

 yayayay for people writing on here still so im not completely isolated and alone in my endeavor to reexplore my present inner... whatever-ness.

how've we been, hmm?

it seems that whenever things are going well in my life- well from a stereotypical definition- my mind get chaotic, like i can't accept the calmness, like i need uneasiness and turmoil ( Read more... )

i was pleasently surprised to find that people are still posting on here. so i guess i will too. things have been.. well, they've been going. the last few days, ive lost touch of what i want in life. if gone into "i dont care about anything" mode and it's discouraging to have lost all motivation that was once so powerful. without that goal in sight ( Read more... )

forgive yourself.

i think this is that awkward time in your life where nothing really makes sense; where right is wrong, and wrong is right and everything is changing so fast, you don't have time to really grasp what you have. this time sucks, but maybe it's normal, whatever normal means. maybe it's natural. maybe it's growing up.

we sit cracked open ( Read more... )

i came to such a realization today. and its such a relief to know that its okay. it's okay to make mistakes. it's okay to make bad choices. everything happens for a reason and sometimes, what you learn and discover is so important. it shapes you. my life has changed in the last 2 weeks. i have never had a time that's changed my life as much as this ( Read more... )