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i just read my entries from a couple months ago.
hahahah ive changed so much. i could care less about the shit i worried about.
fuck people

"now I do as I please and lie through my teeth.
someone might get hurt, but it won't be me"

i havnt updated this since it happened.
weirrrd.

the song im listening to is amazing
i shouldnt be awake..

uhmm
jesus i dont even know what to say why did i hit update

im sorry.

A hand moves in the dark to her zipper
You don't recover from a night like this
A victim still lying in bed completely motionless
Hear a girl bracing tight against the sheets barely whisper, "this is so messed up"
He's breathing quiet and smooth, she's gasping for air"This is the first and last time" she says ( Read more... )

no way im officially done

ive been thinking about it
like really seriously.
im not going to college, im graduating, staying for a couple weeks in summer and then going back to europe.
theres nothing for me here, i want to go back to where i belong.

staying downtown for 7 hours straight ( Read more... )

"its so hard knowing the closest thing to my perfection* is so far out of my reach"
--real world.

i dont understand this
non of this makes sense except how i feel about him
i want him
i want only him
i want all of him
i dont get it i just dont understand
help me understand someone please

hes so cute when hes sleeping in my bed
i want to lay here forever