stop over-thinking it ( Read more... )

I am in love with this life.
truly, deeply, madly.

two months has felt like two years.

look who's doing something with their life
and look who isn't.
not much of a surprise there...

I bought cigarettes today
I can't stop smoking to let my throat heal up
I can't stop skipping school to turn in anything
I can't stop myself from making nasty remarks
I can't stop anticipating events & getting pissy if they aren't just right
I can't stop borrowing my sister's clothes
I can't stop myself from not stopping myself

( generic lyrics lololol. )

horoscope for yesterday:

"you and someone close to you may be operating on the same wavelength on several important levels."

everything has turned fantastically upside-down and then right side up again. but maybe I don't like right side up. I don't like my "promise" poem coming true. only no one but Jessica knows what that's about! I miss her tremendously. I've really enjoyed all this time with Kurt and Sami, but it doesn't compare to sober fun. be with her reminds me of ( Read more... )

if you love something, give it away.

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last night I had a dream I was on a crashing plane.

today I woke up to my dad on the news talking about a jet that crashed in the Bluegrass Airport.