god damn it, i really didn't want to be like this for her again

finally have a computer again. haven't really missed it, but i'll use it anyway ( Read more... )

becca, if you read this, which i hope you do...

please email me.
foolcolouredwaves@yahoo.com

i really want to talk to you, kiddo.
alot of shit has been going down for me, and i would love to talk to you.
.please.

to all you others..
dont call mi house number anymore.
i dont live there

do i stay or do i go?

.fuck this life.

now, all i have is back in tallahassee.

why am i always trading one tragedy for another?
its always like this.
one more reason to smile,
two more reasons to die.

this weekend will be interesting.

as if i didn't already have enough going on..
mi brother is out of jail.

.i miss that touch.

Barely conscious in the door where you stand ( Read more... )

fuck, i was going to show up at school today.. i hate it when i just say fuck it to everything ( Read more... )

am i that see-thru?

so, this might sound crazy ( Read more... )