im sure you thought you meant it when you said you care and I could talk to you whenever, but the truth you really don't, no one does, and who can blame you. Like you don't have anything better to do than listen to my neurotic manic depressive rants. Frankly, I'm going in deeper, to whatever this shit hole is, and its bad, its getting worse and I ( Read more... )

There are some times when I fool myself that I'm going to be all right, that maybe I overreact to people's insensitivity or what not. Its strange how I just don't fit in with anything, have I redefined myself so much that no one thinks I'm worth it. I'm not in the HxC or scene or whatever you guys pretend not to be, or the Preps snobs, I don't want ( Read more... )

I wish you didn't look up to me so much, don't get me wrong I appreciate that you trust me. But don't think I'm cool, I can't live up to that. The reason I try to help you is because you remind myself of me, too much, I'm not cool, I'm not hip because I drink or steal from the VT country store, it isn't cool to be a pill popper, if you learn ( Read more... )

if you, you see something could you just say something

just saying something

you're self loathing and its irritating as hell

oh my shit:
teenage confusedness fuck

I'm glad we agreed to start talking again ( Read more... )

The hungry and the hanged ( Read more... )

why do i get sent to fits of maniac joy and incredible depression to easily?

1. Yes, it breaks my heart to think about you, and our friendship, how sad you are, but I'm always here for you, always have been but I can't make you come, I can't make you happy. I miss you, but I cant linger ( Read more... )

fuck this depressed teen shit
im going to pretend problems don't exist like the best (worst?) of em