Finally a different kind of entry
I wish you didn't look up to me so much, don't get me wrong I appreciate that you trust me. But don't think I'm cool, I can't live up to that. The reason I try to help you is because you remind myself of me, too much, I'm not cool, I'm not hip because I drink or steal from the VT country store, it isn't cool to be a pill popper, if you learn anything at all from me, it should be to not get jaded like me, cynicism is appetizing, but don't fall in. Life will hurt, don't turn into me.