It sucks. I think i have so much potential to do all these different things but I can never show it to anybody. Or maybe I show it but I'm just too insecure to notice. I think I'm a pretty good friend. I mean, I know I stopped dealing with peoples bullcrap this year, and I know sometimes I lose my temper; but I always try my best to make up for it ( Read more... )

I'm in one of those moods where everything feels okay. All the things I'm usually scared about aren't phasing me. Maybe it's because I've been praying about it a lot lately, but I never want this feeling to go away ( Read more... )

My mind makes me so sick sometimes. I dont know if it's because I think everything is fine in the world and nothing ever goes wrong, or if I actually mean the things that I think about. No matter how mean you were to me, and how much you made me feel like crap every single day, I still think about you a lot. And the annoying thing is it that I don' ( Read more... )

I'm really sick of having things thrown at me when I really dont want or need it. I'm sick of people thinking they know everyone and everything around them because they are so close minded to what anybody else has to say about things. Or maybe it's because I'm a girl. That seems to be a major issue in a lot of peoples lives these days. I really ( Read more... )

I've been trying to find myself lately, and I haven't gotten too far yet. But as for now, here's a little things about me that I can share with you:

-If I had the chance to change my name, I wouldn't. I like to think that it shows I talk a lot, becuase I do.
-I never talk, think, or worry about growing up. It's not in the cards for me at this point. 
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I cry a lot lately.
and it's not because I'm sad.

<3

tell me something that you've been too afraid to say.
tell me what you like about me or what you hate about me.
just tell me anything, but make it anonymous

*ahem*

>.<

Sunday night I stayed at Billys house with Joe, Mechy, and his family [obviously]. I thought it would be extremely awkward being with his family that I hardly even met yet, and when I did meet them for the first time a couple weeks ago I gave the worst first impression ever. But to tell you the truth, they were the first family I could actually ( Read more... )

john mayer concert was friggen amazing. aaron was the perfect person to go with, and it was nice to finally get to catch up on things with him<3 ( Read more... )

i know i'm udating too much, but i want to take some time to say somethings about some people who i think very highly of. so, here it goes ( Read more... )