you betrayed me.
you lied to me.
you fooled me.
shame on you.

i'm not sad at all.
you'll learn your lesson.
but first you'll fall.

i hate this. i hate you. i hate your friends. i hate resentment. i hate emotion. i hate her. i hate this change. i hate republicans. i hate bugs. i hate winter. i hate snow. i hate aprehension. i hate this feeling. i hate myspace. i hate my phone. i hate calling. i hate you calling. i hate need. i hate lust. i hate love. i hate relationships. i ( Read more... )

I think that it was god's intention to have me be dumped before commercial holidays that i would otherwise hate if i was single. In other words sweetest day was just another saturday because i was dumped two days before it. I seriously am a wreck, but i cant even explain it. I've just thrown myself into the band stuff and practicing and friends ( Read more... )

I think i'm begining to realize life is too short to stay mad at people. Which, really doesnt make sence, because i stay mad at people for like...ten minutes tops, and then i forget that i was even mad in the first place and call and then i'm like oh crap, im sposed to be mad at your right? so anyways...yeah i just dont stay mad. But dear god, ( Read more... )

Wow. So bassically i just typed this amazingly elaborate entry about life, since my last one which was about a year ago; if im not mistaken...and then somthing happened and i had to relog in to live journal and i had a nice fucking blank page to retype. YES ( Read more... )

im a tad stressed out. just a tad. battle of the bands is in 29 days. we have four songs we know we are doing. so my life has currently been taken over with the dedication to my band. and we still have to figure out what else we are doing. so emmaj and snitch are probably going to just moove in. luckily some of the songs we've allready done. so ( Read more... )

and if i dont come back,
i mean,
if i get side tracked,
its only cause i wanted to.

So i just got a interesting surge of happiness. That was nice for a change ( Read more... )

Working now. I'm at Kidz Camp for the next three weeks. I really miss my ClintonWood kids though ( Read more... )

Hmm. So summer. Besides my the fact of life with a cheater everything seems to be smoothly. Although i believe i've used about every emotion possible in the last 48 hours that they have all got up and left because now my mood has disinigrated into somthing i can only attempt to describe. Anyways my new bands are going extremely well. I finished ( Read more... )