well i was supposed to go the doctor at 7 in the morning again today, but i felt the need not to go so instead i slept until 2 hahaha :] whatever, i didnt wanna go! thats mad early! i woke up, went out with mom for a lil while ... went out to dinner, then mom dropped me off at jackie's house around 7, we met up with luis at the club house and ( Read more... )

so i go to the doctors this morning, fucking 7 in the morning RIGHT and they tell me to piss in a cup. i can not do that. i only go once a day, for real they cant make me piss if i cant fucking go. so i went all the way there for nothing .. well not really i mean i got jamba juice =) i love it ( Read more... )

merry christmas, happy chanukah, happy kwanza, and whatever the fuck else there is :) i already got the 3 most important presents i wanted this year, i wanted to be loved and to have a bf & gf and i got the most perfect ones id ever dream of. u know wishing and wanting doesnt happen easily, we all know that but if u give it time, in the end it does ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this.

i want to fucking die, everything is always my fucking fault and now my girlfriend hates me.

fuck it, shes too good for me anyways.
im shit.
hopeless.
fucking ugly fatass.

i knew it was too good to be true.

thats what i get for wishing on stars, you know? it crashes and fucking burns man, crashes and burns.

SCORE! i get to be with my girlfriend tomorrow ^^ shes so fucking hot. merissa ♥ haha she knows she is (and dont say otherwise!) so my hair came out completely awesome and everyone thinks i look great!. started winter break today until january 10th! hell yeah bitches! no more smoking. i cant smoke anymore, if anything cigs but that shit is ( Read more... )

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right now im dying my hair dark again but im getting red flame tips :] can u say fucking hot!? jackie is getting blonde highlights and she looks like a moose right now, its kinda cute. i got my digi camera bitches! lots of pics ♥ im seeing louie tonight because hes still fucking grounded and chris is at church. im still in love with this girl who ( Read more... )

dude i love life ♥ i have the best friends i could ever ask for, i have awesome family and the fucking greatest boyfriend in the whole world who is also one of my best friends! i love school to death, its working out so amazingly, i made new friends just like *that* and they rock! sarah, adrianna, maricio, brandon, sammy, suzie, jayson, nick, nina ( Read more... )

today officially sucked ass and at the same time was fucking amazing <3

( best friends means forever )

dude i cant like remember anything yesterday besides like climbing on top of the school bleachers with jackie totally fucked up high as a motherfucker and like damn we were with chris<3 and matt and saw joe on the way pretty awesomeeeeeeeee might get hydro HELL YEAH! we might buck and dip tho, my rents are home. well im in the hallway @ school ( Read more... )