I just had to get a CT scan on my nose/sinuses. My nose is so goddamn crooked, it's disgusting. If I don't need a nose job I will be very surprised. I don't want a nose job, at all, though. If there are other options, I will look into those first. Facial surgery scares me. I like how I look. I'm not all that fond of my nose, but I don't want to ( Read more... )

Let's see... the past month or so has been filled with best friends, old friends, new friends and I couldn't be happier. I am truly happy with the place I'm at right now. There are still lots of things that I still dislike and can make me unhappy from time to time, but those problems don't consume me anymore. They pop into my head from time to time ( Read more... )

In about two weeks, Heather Ann, Cassie, & Katie are moving to Troy. I'm going to have friends again. Friends that love me and appreciate me and let me know it.* I can finally be out of my mind and not feel so out of place. I am so excited. I might be more excited than they are ( Read more... )

Oh yeah. I met Jesse Lacey & Vin Accardi at the Brand New show in Burlington on the 22nd. I couldn't actually speak to them, but they were funny and nice. I can see how people would think that they are douchebags, but really they're just being humans. Thank god ( Read more... )

I'm getting rid of LJ. It's gay and I don't care about it anymore. It serves me no purpose any longer.

I don't want people reading about my thoughts and life any more.

I'm so mad right now I can't even think straight. I want to punch someone straight in the nose.

Yesterday I told Mike about Jason and his reaction was an odd one. He kept saying that I wasn't supposed to have a boyfriend, I was supposed to be that drunk girl at parties strattling random guys. That hasn't been me for a very, very long time. Then it was said that I was thought to be a lesbian. That's pretty great, too ( Read more... )

I'm going to have to recommend that everyone take two hours out of their Sunday night next week to watch the Discovery Channel's new mini-series Planet Earth. It's so fucking dank.

I also recommend getting a little high for it too.

I rolled over last night expecting my arm to go around Jason and he wasn't there. I opened my eyes and I was in my own bed. I wanted to cry. My bed has never been so uncomfortable. Thank god I'm staying with him tonight.

No blunts & a movie, but there was a bong & inferno delivery.

I'm really upset that I'm home and no longer tired. I purposely left when I was on the verge of passing out so I would go to sleep when I got home. No such luck. Fuck!