Comments | ______loser: sorry im such a UPDATE WHORE!

______loser

sorry im such a UPDATE WHORE!

Apr 03, 2005 13:43

from the last entry; i've thought about a lot. thank you for the comments. =]

even though im grounded i can still have fun; right? ...even if its by myself. my friend craig wanted me to sneek out with him last night; since he only lives on the next road. but i never called him; plus i did'nt want to get caught by some dumb cop, and get grounded for ( Read more... )

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____deeeeds April 3 2005, 18:52:56 UTC

Lauren ( ... )

______loser April 3 2005, 19:20:43 UTC

kjsdhfksht; tear, tear. deeeeeds; i miss having harmless fun. being around the people who would always make me laugh, the friends that werent harming my health, the best friends i had, and always will have. dont blame yourself for my mistakes. i cant even hold in my tears. you, christina, and natalie; my best friends. you three cant even imaigne how much you hontley mean to me. i promise you, this is just a fase; i will not continue this thoughout my life. truthfully i am not happy in life. i miss my old best friends, i miss getting ready on friday nights for a movie, i miss having fun without drugs. now i cant seem to have fun without drugs. my self esteam is so low right now. anyways i wrote christina a letter, and i am intending to give it to her tomorrow at school. it says a lot; you should read it, the same goes for you whats in the note. dd i have some of the best people in this world as my friends. people who have always been here for me; through anything. you, christina, anna, and some others are those people. once i get ( ... )

_fukc_it April 3 2005, 20:45:45 UTC

Lauren I love you and I am always here for you ,I hope you know that. We had so much fun before smoking and we still do even though we are smoking. But I dont really know what to say your about self- esteem. Im not sure why you feel that way. All of your friends love you to death and any of us would do anything for you!Please tell me why you feel this way and Ill help you out. Call me at whatever time. Or we can hang out at your house or something with candles incents and music and talk like me you and carly did at Mollys party.

I love you lame-o.

______loser April 3 2005, 20:49:15 UTC

michelle-
you make me smile; even when i feel like i am going to puke. you rock my world. i love you. NAP TIME! <333333

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_my__everything April 3 2005, 21:13:32 UTC

Lauren wow. Raeding all those comments and the last recent posts in your LJ left me speechless. I know that you've had ALOT of people telling you this, but i just want to let you know how much i care about you and how much im scared for you. i know that we werent BEST friends. But we did have some pretty aweomse and fun times together before all of this. And i remember that those times had nothing to do with drugs,somking,or anything. It wasnt even a thought in our minds. I know that you dont like the way you are right now, and doing drugs takes you away. But you can do something about it without having to resort to drugs. I dont even know what to say, but i guess all i really CAN say is..please listen to the people commenting in your LJ. because those people care about you, and are scared for you, they arent out there to make you feel like youve done something wrong or anything, there out there to help you. And i really dont want to see you wind up in trouble or hurt. That would just brake my heart, so just listen and think. Think ( ... )