I hate it when you're not here.

It is extremely hard for me to keep my mind in one place. Not being with you, or talking to you, makes my mind wander. And my anxiety increase.
I need to go home.

I've been reading my old entries lately. Specifically the ones pre-break-up with Zane ( Read more... )

I just realized how hard it is going to be for me to quit smoking.
Stupid.

PS; I also just realized how creepy I am. And for that I apologize.

I have the best boyfriend that I could ever ask for. I attend the best public art school on the East coast. I have a great best friend, and my family is always there for me. I get most of the things that I want. I don't have to pay bills on my cell phone, I didn't have to take out a loan for school, and I always have food to eat. My family takes ( Read more... )

it's been a while, huh ( Read more... )

i think i have finally realized my largest flaw ( Read more... )

andrew said that i was mature for my age.
i sure hope so because i just read about 40 of my old livejournal entries from 2004.
never ever do that. never read mine. ever.
i was very very immature.
it's embarassing.
i suppose that it's good though because i feel like i've grown. :]

these days my only posts are
YESTERDAY

1. Did you get in a fight with your mom?:
she got mad because i didn't call her.

2. Did you watch TV?:
yeahhhh.

3. Did you drive a car?:
yes!

4. Did you eat pizza for dinner?:
nope, mcdonalds.

5. Did your team have a game?:
i'm not on a team.

6. Did you take a shower?:
yeah i'm not nasty.

7. Who did you hang ( Read more... )

i was slightly in the mood to update, so what the hell. i'm really jealous of all the seniors who are leaving for college. i can't even express how much i want to leave. &the fact that my mom hates the idea of me going to VCU is really annoying. she thinks that i'm following zane &that we're going to see eachother all the time. i'm not really sure ( Read more... )

Today I opened the letter that I wrote myself when I was about 10.


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