it's been only three days of summer so far and i've done absolutely nothing. i don't want my whole summer to be like this, so if anyone wants to hang out, ever, please call.

I have about five million things running through my brain right now.
I'm absolutely exhausted but at the same time I feel like I could get up
and run a mile. If that is at all possible atleast... I bought my prom dress today. I'm excited and I hope it looks good for prom.

I changed my idea. I'm way too tired.

Goodnight. (:

So it's vacation and there's not too much I can complain about besides working everyday, but I did that to myself. I've hung out with Erica everysingleday and I like it. I feel like our friendship is getting back to normal and it's something that I really need because I missed it. Things with Matthew are pretty good as well ( Read more... )

Everything is 1,005 times better than that last entry.
Everything is back to normal.
Everything makes sense.
I know what I want and what I have to do to get there.

Life is good. =]

You would really think that things would make a little more sense to me right now...but they don't ( Read more... )

This sucks, a whole fucking lot. Me and matt have been broken up for less than 48 hours and I would love nothing more than to just say ohhh, just kidding, we can still date...but right now there are no take backs. I think I want to be back with Matt...but I don't want to hurt anyone.

You really got yourself into trouble this time Sam...good work.

I have almost no friends, and the ones I do have seem to hate me all the time, and it's not even necesarilly me but I think it's just easier to hate me than to hate what's really going on. I'm sick of everyone. I'm sick of people who can say shit about me but never to me. I'm sick of people relying on me but did you ever think that MAYBE, just ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what's been wrong with me lately, but I hate it. I hate how I'm always confused and I have mood swings like no other. Everything annoys and I can't stand most of the people I see everyday. I don't know what I'm suppose to do. I don't know why I think so much, and why I'm always feeling weak. I feel like I never sleep. I'm just so ( Read more... )

Things are changing, and fast.
I applied to Three Rivers today.
I'm stressed, but I'm trying to play it cool.

Matt left for college on Saturday morning and Friday I was a mess. So far, this has been A LOT easier than I thought it was going to be. I've constantly been around people so it's made it a lot easier, but even when I'm alone I think about it and I'm fine. Hopefully things will stay easy like this but I miss him a lot ( Read more... )